got everything i wanted and its not enough

[zxxz]

ive deleted and retyped the body of this 10x

I used to be a fat beaten dog ND cuck in highschool, fast forward im in college and no longer "fat", but im still the same beaten dog ND CUCK.

I have a girlfriend, I have a very nice source of income (especially for a college student), im not longer fat and ugly.

Yet at the end of the day nothing changed.


*IMPORTANT READ READ*

IF YOURE A KID AND YOU HAVE STRICT PARENTS OR YOU FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE BULYLYING/TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU.

PLEASE FIGHT BACK. DONT END UP LIKE ME WITH IRREVERSABLE SERVERE PARANOIA AND SOCIAL ANXIETY. IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

EDIT; i suffered from severe adhd in highschool and couldnt shut my mouth. this led to no one wanting to be my friend. NOW, fast forward and im suffering from paranoia and anxiety so severe i dissacoiate and my mind goes blank for some time.

Please, take this as a warning sign. I used to read shit like this and think it wouldnt happen to me.

Your youth years (-18) are the most volatile. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE focus on lowering anything that could cause you to have a bad state of mind or you will be permanently fucked

 

[krads]

tragic bro

 

[cargo70]

ive deleted and retyped the body of this 10x

I used to be a fat beaten dog ND cuck in highschool, fast forward im in college and no longer "fat", but im still the same beaten dog ND CUCK.

I have a girlfriend, I have a very nice source of income (especially for a college student), im not longer fat and ugly.

Yet at the end of the day nothing changed.


*IMPORTANT READ READ*

IF YOURE A KID AND YOU HAVE STRICT PARENTS OR YOU FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE BULYLYING/TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU.

PLEASE FIGHT BACK. DONT END UP LIKE ME WITH IRREVERSABLE SERVERE PARANOIA AND SOCIAL ANXIETY. IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

At least you achieved your goal. What niche is your side income in?

 

[zxxz]

At least you achieved your goal. What niche is your side income in?

I work for my uncle, just a family business, were not rich but it pays decently more then a 9-5

 

[AG_pilled]

I too wish I had discovered this community in HS instead of in college, life would have been much better earlier.

 

[cargo70]

I work for my uncle, just a family business, were not rich but it pays decently more then a 9-5

Keep it up bro.

 

[Milktard]

Lol basically have the same story as u except i was skinny in hs

 

[zxxz]

Keep it up bro.

ill never give up i just have to endure. it just sucks.
i do have a slight reason for some of my paranoia due to past things ive done but honestly its been 2 years and its a NON issue.

But now it effects everything in my life