smxkdchvd
VI III khhv
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Tldr: height doesn't help if you're nd and not htn+. I'm 6'3,('4 frauded) and a khhv. I hate the height pill argument(dnr I know) I went to school in-person up until sophomore year, I would occasionally have conversations with women but nothing ever got to the point of physical contact. Now I'm a senior doing online currently and graduating dec 18. My Dad was a deadbeat heroin-addict so he wasn't around, yet he still occasionally calls me to tell me I need a better mindset(fuck off, how do you think I got the mindset in the first place?) I recently got a job at a seasonal haunted house that runs through October. As I just quit my wage slave job doing dishes to buy my first car and wanted something to pass the time until January(when I start college) I've been lifting consistently for 3 years and went from 240 lbs last year to 190 now, as well as taking cjc-1295 ipamorelin no dac for the last 3 months(possible cope), and bsing for the last year. So I started getting attention from this girl last week first night at the job. She asked to walk around the place with me so I said yes; she then talked to me for about an hour and a half after work, I was about to ask for the number then her friend drove back after driving away to cock-block me. So the next night she wasn't working yet still came by to talk to me. I would've asked then but she was with that same bitch friend, so I didn't. Now it's been a week, I just got off work. And same thing again, didn't even feel like asking because she only talked to me at the start of the shift and it was just one short conversation about Saturday and talking about going to parties in October(likely being a whore because what else) so yeah, I feel like I will die a khhv, height doesn't matter, it's cope. Height only amplifies your SMV if you're a chad. So I'll probably need to scrub shekels together to get procedures. I'll be in my 20's by then because community college is likely gonna be a fucking waste of time. I considered getting an app once I'm 18 but I don't even know because it is even worse on those, this has happened multiple times, where I get signs from a girl and I then get ignored. And that hard to get shit is pure cope, I have to do community college because I don't have enough for uni. My initial plan was to get a bachelors, then join the Marines as an officer for 3.5 years, and use that money for procedures, Then possibly go to Law school. I'm now considering just doing hvac as the time-commitment genuinely doesn't seem worth it, especially if I'm still khhv by then. This is such a shit life, I get told I should have it all, yet it never fucking reflects that. I act nt in public all the time, I don't know if I'm even nd I genuinely think it's just a byproduct of the social isolation from Online School and living in a shitty small town in Colorado. Women cannot be lonely. The fattest, ugliest bitch could whore herself out and get laid instantly. And the girl you spend months trying to get, some other guy gets in 10 minutes at a party. The admins have truly made this world a hypergamous-hellhole, and I blame them for the way it is. Long rant, but I felt annoyed-- Jbnt I guess. I'll say fuck it and ask regardless tomorrow, it is better to get rejected than to do nothing and live in regret.
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