Had a presentation in front of 20+ people at the work and I was good

[Clown Show]

So last week I had to do some training at my work which included being in a room in front of 21 people. Of course, this automatically caused my abused dog ass to get very socially anxious. Many times I was severely anxious because of my abused dog past.

I got uttetly dissapointed and embarrased with myself, I couldn't believe that I am going to be a voice shaking faggot yet again in my life... If those HR sluts are so low inhib and are having presentations in front of a full room of people on a daily basis, why is my grown up male cuck ass not able to do the same?

So I kinda surrendered to the whole situation. If it was my destiny to be a socially anxious faggot, then so be it, there is nothing that you can do to force things. And I went with it.

I started a presentation on my slave laptop relatively smoothly. I got nervous here and there but was able to collect myself, no voice shaking. At the end, I stopped giving a fuck and I was openly talking with people in the room. I even gave them tests to do and cracked a few jokes. I am invited to join them on lunch tomorrow.

I can't believe that in the end, I will have to admit defeat aginst the NTpill...

 

[Deleted member 23974]

oh wow

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Very relatable. Social interaction is choppy in the beginning when you've been out of the game for long.

 

[SecularIslamist]

I used to be so fucking good at this but in recent times especially post-covid and rotting in here I became anxious AF

I got stage fright and hyper ventilated

In front of approx 40 ppl. All middle aged ppl. My legs were shaking and running out of breath. I put on a brave face and made a start, by the 4/5th my autism came through and I got scared AF. Especially after one guy raised his hands at me to speak up. Thankfully there was a ricecel...

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[Deleted member 45760]

proud of you bro
i get so shaky whenever im giving important presentations

^ kinda look like this doggo