hard pill to swallow

[kanonaturalselector]

for me, it's a very hard pill to swallow to see that no matter how much I try to change myself, no one is attracted to me. my only hope is to save up and hardmaxx when I become an adult but even that is quite hard when you don't live in a country where insurance covers half of it in most cases (I'm planning on bimax). I feel like I'm left out of something that's a massive part of being human, which is experiencing love. I don't see many people talking about how hard it is to spend day by day without knowing what being desired is like, especially in teenhood where your hormones are thriving and it's the best age to form bonds and relationships, only for me to never have it simply because of how I look. in the future, I know I might manage to make someone attracted to me, but I'm still empty by all those years that I've watched everyone form relationships that I couldn't even dream of having.

 

[julioo27_]

it will all get better at the end, i hope it will too bhai

 

[Sub Five]

 

[1966Ford]

I hope you'll feel better post-ascension

 

[Arabica]

for me, it's a very hard pill to swallow to see that no matter how much I try to change myself, no one is attracted to me. my only hope is to save up and hardmaxx when I become an adult but even that is quite hard when you don't live in a country where insurance covers half of it in most cases (I'm planning on bimax). I feel like I'm left out of something that's a massive part of being human, which is experiencing love. I don't see many people talking about how hard it is to spend day by day without knowing what being desired is like, especially in teenhood where your hormones are thriving and it's the best age to form bonds and relationships, only for me to never have it simply because of how I look. in the future, I know I might manage to make someone attracted to me, but I'm still empty by all those years that I've watched everyone form relationships that I couldn't even dream of having.

its over