Has anyone actually ever cured their depression?

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Tried 2 kinds of SSRI's. Therapy sessions, Meditation, more exercise, healthy eating, new hobbies/activities, looksmaxing, getting a relationship and regular sex, moneymaxxing.

Tbh nothing made me feel connected to this society. Nothing made me feel content, worthy of joy and happiness in life. Brutal low self-esteem.

I am 100% sure it stems from my abusive parents in my childhood as I was a happy kid untill ~12yo which is also when my parents started their abuse. (and inceldom kicked in too)


Fucking brutal. Depression = terminal disease. The deadliest symptom of inceldom and lack of life quality.
 
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I only feel happy when i do molly or drunk as hell
 
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With alcohol yes, but only temporarily
 
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I only feel happy when i do molly or drunk as hell
Legit. Getting drunk as hell, especially when its multiple days in a row, makes me feel somewhat content in life. Can't overthink shit anymore.

XTC also worked somewhat, but the effect wasn't as strong as I had hoped.
 
Consistent failure to attain goals throughout life results in defeatism, low self-esteem or depression.
 
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do you know exactly why you are depressed? most normies are forever stuck in the cycle because not only they do not understand other humans, they dont even understand themselves so they waste money on bluepilled con artists like therapists

get LSD
 
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i dont think any mental illnes is 100 % ''curable'', i think its so strange when they put crazy people in mental institutions like whats gonna change? if someone has ptsd ,severe anxiety, natural sociopath theres no curing, they can maybe take some pills to ''cure'' it for some time but its still there so idk

if you have mental illnes you will have it all your life tbh
 
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Consistent failure to attain goals throughout life results in defeatism, low self-esteem or depression.
Hopelessness. Nothing will change.
 
i dont think any mental illnes is 100 % ''curable'', i think its so strange when they put crazy people in mental institutions like whats gonna change? if someone has ptsd ,severe anxiety, natural sociopath theres no curing, they can maybe take some pills to ''cure'' it for some time but its still there so idk

if you have mental illnes you will have it all your life tbh
More reason to hate my parents for destroying my childhood and the resulting depression/personality disorders.

The brain really solidifies in it's present state in your late teens to early twenties tbh. The time for action was really in my teens when I was already starting to socially isolate and feel like shit. Right now it's more about coping, fucking brutal.

And my parents/family would just say: 'Feeling sad/anxious/lonely/depressed is normal in your teens man. It's just your hormones from puberty, very normal. Keep studying hard and get good grades and you will have a great life.'

Makes me want to murder them so much.
 
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Kurt Cobain cured his depression
 
Kurt Cobain cured his depression
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My depression is directed correlated to how I look that day,so aslong as I'm slightly improving looks everyday I'm happy.
 
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More reason to hate my parents for destroying my childhood and the resulting depression/personality disorders.

The brain really solidifies in it's present state in your late teens to early twenties tbh. The time for action was really in my teens when I was already starting to socially isolate and feel like shit. Right now it's more about coping, fucking brutal.

And my parents/family would just say: 'Feeling sad/anxious/lonely/depressed is normal in your teens man. It's just your hormones from puberty, very normal. Keep studying hard and get good grades and you will have a great life.'

Makes me want to murder them so much.
Ye same, i just want to be left alone in this world tbh. Im still youngcel but when i start working im gonna save to move far away from everything when im like 25-30. I just want to sit off my time in this world with copes and die, theres actually nothing for me to live for but at the same time i enjoy life when ldaring.
Basically my life goal is to earn enough money to be independent till i die so i dont have to see any other people except when im doing the occasional grocery shopping
 
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My depression is directed correlated to how I look that day,so aslong as I'm slightly improving looks everyday I'm happy.
Cope unless u wake up as terachad
 
Everything started going downhill when i was 12 yo too, my mom killed my development. I still had good moments after in my teenage years but the damage she did kept me from fully enjoying them, they even ended up badly.
 
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Me, I apologized to my parents, and i forgave them
 
Me, I apologized to my parents, and i forgave them
What's the point of that?

I don't like being around my parents personally. They played a shitty role when I was a kid and now they are bad company. The only use they have left for me in my life is heritage money.
 
I didnt
Its over
 
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@Syobevoli yes actually , life became so much fun for me tbh ngl , but I didn't get rid of it you cant get rid of depression you got to tame it / greet it as a friend as if you are living with a wild beast / demon that is always up in your head 24/7 you cant get rid of him it will always be their and will always come back to you so you might as well find peace with it .
 
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What's the point of that?

I don't like being around my parents personally. They played a shitty role when I was a kid and now they are bad company. The only use they have left for me in my life is heritage money.
Its the only way. It was my biggest mental barrier to forgive them but i felt so good after. Like the entire burden is lifted. Read some self help books, and read philosophy also helped
 
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Its the only way. It was my biggest mental barrier to forgive them but i felt so good after. Like the entire burden is lifted. Read some self help books, and read philosophy also helped
jfl "forgive" as if any *actual* shit parent thinks theyre in the wrong. they think theyre always right.
 
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jfl "forgive" as if any *actual* shit parent thinks theyre in the wrong. they think theyre always right.
Forgiveness is not about that. Humans are flawed. It's about what you think about them and letting go of bad thoughts/emotions.
It doesn't mean expectations of change, apology, repayment.

Anyways for me it doesn't play a role. I could forgive my parents I guess, but I would still not want them to ever be a part of my life ever again so there's not that much point.
 
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Tbh nothing made me feel connected to this society. Nothing made me feel content, worthy of joy and happiness in life. Brutal low self-esteem.
This is exactly how I feel. Extremely low self-esteem and I always feel below everyone else, less worth, which is pretty much what I am. I don’t even want help anymore cuz I’ve given up. The only cure for me now is an ineviatable suicide
 
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Im suffering every single day, i hate waking up1 cause the only time i feel content with this existence is when my eyes are shut and i have a dreamless sleep, even dreams sre cope now. The moment i wake up i get bombarded by shit thoughts and dread, i have zero friends, i feel completely isolated and alone, im poor so i can't cope with expensive pc or drugs, i was bullied in high school frequently for my personality and looks and i went to cope alone every day after high school on video games, literally spent my 4 years of highschool on video games and ldaring, now i feel dead and horrible
 
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Yes. suicidal thoughts and depression daily for most of last winter but I’ve been fine since. Low dose Wellbutrin for like 2-3 months and then I weened myself off
 
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This is exactly how I feel. Extremely low self-esteem and I always feel below everyone else, less worth, which is pretty much what I am. I don’t even want help anymore cuz I’ve given up. The only cure for me now is an ineviatable suicide
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This is very relatable too tbh.

But yeah complete lack of self-worth, self-esteem. It's too brutal, feeling replaceable and non-valued.
 
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Its genetic bro
 
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Dolph Lundgren cured his depression in his 50s through therapy and meditation. He was beaten by his dad since he was 3-4 yo.

 
Dolph Lundgren cured his depression in his 50s through therapy and meditation. He was beaten by his dad since he was 3-4 yo.


I watched 10 mins and it made me want to rope jfl.

Smoking, dinking, sleeping in garages since age 11.
Still end up as gigachad.
Studies hard but finds out academia is a waste of time and he would rather live a life based on his looks privilege
Becomes an actor and famous instantly.


Nice...
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That suck op. I feel you. I hope you heal from your deep wounds. Usually hobbies and my passion, dream keeps me going..
 
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convert to islam and together with pinkwell we will search for jbs
 
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do you know exactly why you are depressed? most normies are forever stuck in the cycle because not only they do not understand other humans, they dont even understand themselves so they waste money on bluepilled con artists like therapists

get LSD
Pyschiatrist are fuckingscammers that went to medical school
 
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I watched 10 mins and it made me want to rope jfl.

Smoking, dinking, sleeping in garages since age 11.
Still end up as gigachad.
Studies hard but finds out academia is a waste of time and he would rather live a life based on his looks privilege
Becomes an actor and famous instantly.
He was depressed until his 50s. That's the point. So it is possible to change.

His childhood seems to have been pretty brutal, getting beaten up since he was 3-4 yo. Most people don't ever recover from that.
 
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He was depressed until his 50s. That's the point. So it is possible to change.

His childhood seems to have been pretty brutal, getting beaten up since he was 3-4 yo. Most people don't ever recover from that.
He said therapy + meditation fixed him. I tried both of that and it didn't work at all unfortunately.
 
yes through drug induced mania
 
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This is very relatable too tbh.

But yeah complete lack of self-worth, self-esteem. It's too brutal, feeling replaceable and non-valued.
That description made me cage so fucking hard
 
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In my opinion it's uncurable and you just have to keep yourself busy or succumb to it. Even after a good night or after I get laid, I drive home and when I'm alone in my room it can still kick back in. Doomed.
 
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