Has anyone here thought of killing themselves and why?

[Deleted member 6305]

Yes
When gripmaxxing surpassed me in posts ngl ded srs

 

[Effortless]

It'd just be a lot easier than to keep living. I have no goals in life, no matter what I do it's impossible to escape mediocrity. I don't see any future where I'll actually enjoy life.

Every day I think that I could just quit life. Every time I see something that could kill me I'm reminded just how easy it is. Especially powerlines, they're everywhere and it'd be so easy to just climb one and touch a cable. Your brain would be fried before you even noticed what had happened. It isn't something that I have to "fight" myself not to do, but I can understand people who just do it.

I think the same about my future bro, mediocrity. Nothing really interest me and I don't want to put myself into something that I don't enjoy just for money. I don't know maybe my life has become too easy to even think of that as an option but I just have no real goals which make me think my future is bleak.

I think I also use a lot of things to cope with because I'm doing decent in other areas just not my career and future.

 

[Bitch]

Negotiated

XD

 

[Effortless]

I think about that daily,too many reasons tho

Is this why you cope with drugs?

Yes because of my oneitis.

A lot of people here have weird reasons for wanting to commit suicide. I think it's because they don't have a chance with girl beautiful enough or that would be reason for sure why they wanna rope.

I was so close to getting jb something I always wanted teen love. Plus she was beautiful. And then chance disappeared.

How to cope then? What awaits me? Everything else pales in comparison. It would be raw true expirence of life. But most people cope because they never had it almost in grasp so they can't even start comprehending. Or else they would rope like me.

Tbh I don't think their reasons are weird at all. A lot of men are in the same boat but others just cope with it easier.

I've experienced teen love and while it was great there's others things at get me down ngl, sometimes you do things which you think will fix you but in the end its just cope.

 

[Chad69]

Is this why you cope with drugs?

Yes

 

[Lolcel]

Idk i can confidentiality say my life has been pretty shit than most users here apparently
Never actually had real friends apart from 2-3 acquittances everytime. Not being able to socialize since the start for many reasons. Having an onenitis that didnt love me back 2 times. Having a toxic family . but somehow i never thought of suicide
It just didnt occur to me ever

I think some people just learn to cope better

 

[Tusseleif]

Depends, on some/most days I am a depressed/suicidal wreck, the other day I can feel hopefull and happy, this can also change in a matter of minutes. It’s weird, there’s multiple factors as to why I would feel depressed/suicidal, but my emotions are just a confusing cycle. There’s no reason for me to feel hope, but I still do

 

[Deleted member 2968]

Sometimes a good cry makes you feel better after wards ngl, its like a point where you can't express yourself properly anymore so your body just lets go... and I feel like many men feel the same way towards life like you but just don't show it.

How come you ended up in mental hospital?

Family problems,dad used to bully me,school bullying,social anxiety,many anti social problems,i never communicated with people in general so i needed break from all problems,i was going insane

 

[LocalDanger]

Depends, on some/most days I am a depressed/suicidal wreck, the other day I can feel hopefull and happy, this can also change in a matter of minutes. It’s weird, there’s multiple factors as to why I would feel depressed/suicidal, but my emotions are just a confusing cycle. There’s no reason for me to feel hope, but I still do

Probably you think you have chance with girls, oneitis when you feel hopeful and when you feel bad it's blackpill again

 

[LocalDanger]

Is this why you cope with drugs?


Tbh I don't think their reasons are weird at all. A lot of men are in the same boat but others just cope with it easier.

I've experienced teen love and while it was great there's others things at get me down ngl, sometimes you do things which you think will fix you but in the end its just cope.

I simply can't see oneitis not fixing all my problems pretty much at all. Like not literally but kind of in way that actually matters. Because I feel like no matter what happenes or what other minor problems I have if I'm normal without accident ect and if I got her I could go on always knowing I have most important thing

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Only for like a month in 2019 ngl

 

[ChristianChad]

Example that really shocked me were 2 guys I know since high school killed themselves in the past year and it's a weird situation because both of those guys had a lot of friends and a large social circle, one of them even had a girlfriend.

weak people/ignorance

 

[StrangerDanger]

Yes
Because I am not a chad and I don't live in the early 2010s

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Sort of but not really

 

[Bitch]

Yes
When gripmaxxing surpassed me in posts ngl ded srs

I get that feeling every time @GripMaxxing tags me

 

[Effortless]

weak people/ignorance

I get what you mean but being born having something or having genetic predisposition to it some people are just fucked

 

[ChristianChad]

I get what you mean but being born having something or having genetic predisposition to it some people are just fucked

some people are fucked from birth in a way, and thats the reality of our circumstances. individually its about rising above it, and then you dont die and dont become a statistic

 

[Squirtoutmabooty]

Maybe years ago but I’m in a lot better place nowadays. At this point in my life I just want to looksmax (not even surgeries) til I think I can find a wife and have kids, but if that doesn’t happen it is what it is. I think a lot of you guys are stuck in a materialistic mindset, and you’re almost certainly going to be extremely miserable at some point in your life unless you break away from that, especially when your looks fade. We even have a lot of good looking users here that I bet are more miserable than me even though I’m bloated and deformed jfl

 

[Bitch]

most of it is jus me telling that UR FROM HONG KONG or asking for ur thoughs

I know and I’m not even from hong kong

 

[Bitch]

ik im just making a meme br0

oh yeah I forgot must be a part of the rotter grindset

 

[johncruz12345]

I wouldn't say I'm suicidal, at least now. Although, I'm not particularly in a good place, at least I have hope, which I think is the most important thing

But a couple years ago, when one of my family members died, those were some very dark times...

 

[Deleted member 3573]

Other than family maybe you should try to find oneitis. No matter how cucked it might seem it's only thing that makes me feel alive.

Find someone good looking enough and for whatever reason special enough to you, that she might be out of reach but maybe you can get her. That's when obsession kick in. And with obsession,desire, nervousness comes feelings of aliveness. But this might lead to considering rope even more too like it did for me. But maybe you luck out. For something to be worth it and for feeling alive there must a chance at extreme brutal failure something irreplaceable that you might lose that scares you more than anything. That's vulnerabikity at it's true from exposing yourself to extreme true expirences. It's scary when there is something irreplaceable which makes you alive.

Oneitis was my only answer too. After I lost my oneitis and infatuation and felt the pain of unrequited love, I basically became hopeless for the future. I feel as if my whole dopamine system is completely fucked compared to before. My discipline and motivation is nothing like it used to be especially when I had my obsession. Oneitis can be very dangerous

 

[Deleted member 3573]

Yes because of my oneitis.

A lot of people here have weird reasons for wanting to commit suicide. I think it's because they don't have a chance with girl beautiful enough or that would be reason for sure why they wanna rope.

I was so close to getting jb something I always wanted teen love. Plus she was beautiful. And then chance disappeared.

How to cope then? What awaits me? Everything else pales in comparison. It would be raw true expirence of life. But most people cope because they never had it almost in grasp so they can't even start comprehending. Or else they would rope like me.

Same thing happened to be. The feeling was incredibly brutal. I always tell myself I wish I never met her. When this horrible feeling came, I wished I could go 1 million dollars in debt if it meant erasing her out of my mind. I genuinely don't believe I'll find a girl that ideal again. It won't happen. She ended up being a huge disappointment but she seemed so ideal

 

[Deleted member 14848]

sure but not fapping gives more hope but happyness level is 3/10 compared to childhood 9/10

 

[LocalDanger]

Same thing happened to be. The feeling was incredibly brutal. I always tell myself I wish I never met her. When this horrible feeling came, I wished I could go 1 million dollars in debt if it meant erasing her out of my mind. I genuinely don't believe I'll find a girl that ideal again. It won't happen. She ended up being a huge disappointment but she seemed so ideal

How did disappointment come about?

Was she high psl btw?

 

[Deleted member 3573]

How did disappointment come about?

Was she high psl btw?

I was just unlucky with not being able to see her enough around campus. By the time I saw her again many months later, she didn't seem as interested anymore. And then I barely tried because I was deathly afraid of rejection. And then she started dating a new guy which pretty much destroyed me because I felt like I lost her forever. Her psl was high enough, between 5 and 6 psl.

Honestly after that point, I started feeling hopeless about ever finding a looksmatched girl for LTR or ever finding a good LTR for the rest of my life. It took only like 2 more key rejections for me to start having some remotely suicidal thoughts. Idek man, I'm losing hope for my dating life. I'm 23. I've only ever had flings or one night stands and never had a legit relationship with a girl. Feels shitty. And also because it's been a while since I've gotten a good looking girl. I wanna blow my brains out every time I have to settle for a femcel

 

[Deleted member 8244]

Yeah, when I feel low T / effeminate. But then I push my brain to ultra masculine mode and I beat the shit out of depression

 

[LocalDanger]

I was just unlucky with not being able to see her enough around campus. By the time I saw her again many months later, she didn't seem as interested anymore. And then I barely tried because I was deathly afraid of rejection. And then she started dating a new guy which pretty much destroyed me because I felt like I lost her forever. Her psl was high enough, between 5 and 6 psl.

Honestly after that point, I started feeling hopeless about ever finding a looksmatched girl for LTR or ever finding a good LTR for the rest of my life. It took only like 2 more key rejections for me to start having some remotely suicidal thoughts. Idek man, I'm losing hope for my dating life. I'm 23. I've only ever had flings or one night stands and never had a legit relationship with a girl. Feels shitty. And also because it's been a while since I've gotten a good looking girl. I wanna blow my brains out every time I have to settle for a femcel

How is your psl

 

[Deleted member 3573]

How is your psl

Between 5 and 6 psl

 

[LocalDanger]

Between 5 and 6 psl

Between 5 and 6 that's pretty fucking high lol.Then I guess your nt-ness and game is an issue you should get girl on your onetisi level if you play numbers game

 

[PubertyMaxxer]

depression and suicide are just low t syndromes

Cope i had ridiculously high T levels during my hardest depression

Depression is just a symptom of subhuman looks

 

[PubertyMaxxer]

Idk i can confidentiality say my life has been pretty shit than most users here apparently
Never actually had real friends apart from 2-3 acquittances everytime. Not being able to socialize since the start for many reasons. Having an onenitis that didnt love me back 2 times. Having a toxic family . but somehow i never thought of suicide
It just didnt occur to me ever

I think some people just learn to cope better

I can relate. I told myself cope tales to sleep better, even when my oneitis literally cucked me ON my birthday

 

[rockndogs]

Yes bro

 

[rockndogs]

No comrade

 

[Deleted member 3573]

Cope i had ridiculously high T levels during my hardest depression

Depression is just a symptom of subhuman looks

Not really just looks. It's shit neurotransmitters. That can be caused by shit looks or even just realizing it's over for you and you have no luck in life. No hope. I wish having shit luck was a more socially acceptable reason to suicide

 

[Esteban1997]

I do but its because I have depression im taking meds tho but they dont help me that much when things dont go my way I get frustrated easily

 

[Pythagoras]

I started getting passive suicidal thoughts from the age of 21. Like 'It would be better if I never woke up' 'If I died right now, it wouldn't be too bad'.
Nowadays I often end thoughts in my head with: 'yeah, it's better if I just kill myself. I will never be able to fix this'.

This word for word literally. I don't really care to die peacefully. Life could be a great place, but not for everyone.
and it's not because i don't have the perfect face unlike some users here, but actual real shit.

Thankfully I'm able to feel joy in my life, but the shadow is too strong sometimes.