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This is gonna sound like a humble brag (it is) but I REALLY hate being a high IQ autist. When I was like young in elementary school I would always score 99.99th percentile on all the standardized tests, and I got a 1590 on the SAT and all the teachers thought I was this genius who's gonna do big things in life, and yet here we are with nearly 700 posts on an obscure Incel forum.
Being high IQ means you can't relate to anyone either. My family is hardcore religious, and I became an atheist around 6 or 7 when I realized religion doesn't make any sense. I felt so isolated growing up. I knew everyone around me was fucking stupid and I was only like 8 years old. I have become the biggest fucking nihilist too, like I realize life is just chasing brain chemicals pretty much.
The only nice thing about high IQ is it makes moneymaxxing easier. I am a stemcel and I got a tech internship in FAANG as a freshman which is cool. But literally I have like 9k left over from last summer and I having nothing to spend it on. Like I have no hobbies, I have no friends, and my family hates me. But at least I know I helped make some billionaires slightly richer. I honestly don't even see the point in buying nice things. Like it won't make me happy. I already have my basic needs met, a comfortable room to stay, a car that works, plenty of money for food. I don't even see the point in getting a place without roommates or getting a nicer car or anything. I will still a virgin Incel rotter loser. I will be alone in life forever pretty much.
Honestly, my best bet at this point Is to just get as much money as possible, invest it, and once I get enough where I think I will be financially independent off of interest, I will brain smash to permanently lower my IQ and then maybe I can feel what it's like to be truly alive.
Being high IQ means you can't relate to anyone either. My family is hardcore religious, and I became an atheist around 6 or 7 when I realized religion doesn't make any sense. I felt so isolated growing up. I knew everyone around me was fucking stupid and I was only like 8 years old. I have become the biggest fucking nihilist too, like I realize life is just chasing brain chemicals pretty much.
The only nice thing about high IQ is it makes moneymaxxing easier. I am a stemcel and I got a tech internship in FAANG as a freshman which is cool. But literally I have like 9k left over from last summer and I having nothing to spend it on. Like I have no hobbies, I have no friends, and my family hates me. But at least I know I helped make some billionaires slightly richer. I honestly don't even see the point in buying nice things. Like it won't make me happy. I already have my basic needs met, a comfortable room to stay, a car that works, plenty of money for food. I don't even see the point in getting a place without roommates or getting a nicer car or anything. I will still a virgin Incel rotter loser. I will be alone in life forever pretty much.
Honestly, my best bet at this point Is to just get as much money as possible, invest it, and once I get enough where I think I will be financially independent off of interest, I will brain smash to permanently lower my IQ and then maybe I can feel what it's like to be truly alive.