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I'm basically on my summer holidays from school except as I waste each day that passes there is no feeling of doom as the calendar gets closer to the day where I must return to school.
There is no worry about exams coming down the line, the thought that used to creep into my mind when I'd begin sobering up after a failed uni night out
No worries about task deadlines at work or no looking forward to a holiday from work only for it to pass before it feels like it's begun
All the time when I was working I was thinking about the day I reached my savings target so that I could quit and pursue my surgery goals
When I quit working, there was always an obstacle slowing down the process with the consults and there was the uncertainty about getting treatment done abroad incase vax passport became mandatory
There was uncertainty about the house I was living in last year because it was gonna have new tenants at some point and was being sold and I was told my rent may be increasing significantly from change of ownership
Now I am living abroad where I have no obligation to speak to anybody and I have picked my surgeon and ortho so all I have to do is show up to the appointments and produce the money. For the rest of my day to day life I have literally nothing I have to think or worry about
I am that dog laying on the lawn with no concept for what may happen in the future
I am surely getting close to inner peace
There is no worry about exams coming down the line, the thought that used to creep into my mind when I'd begin sobering up after a failed uni night out
No worries about task deadlines at work or no looking forward to a holiday from work only for it to pass before it feels like it's begun
All the time when I was working I was thinking about the day I reached my savings target so that I could quit and pursue my surgery goals
When I quit working, there was always an obstacle slowing down the process with the consults and there was the uncertainty about getting treatment done abroad incase vax passport became mandatory
There was uncertainty about the house I was living in last year because it was gonna have new tenants at some point and was being sold and I was told my rent may be increasing significantly from change of ownership
Now I am living abroad where I have no obligation to speak to anybody and I have picked my surgeon and ortho so all I have to do is show up to the appointments and produce the money. For the rest of my day to day life I have literally nothing I have to think or worry about
I am that dog laying on the lawn with no concept for what may happen in the future
I am surely getting close to inner peace
