having people interact with you out of pity / mercy is almost as bad as getting ruthlessly bullied

[Prøphet]

title, if normies only talk to you and spend time around you because they see it as some kind of charity service, that almost feels worse than if they just mocked you and made fun of you tbh. this shit used to happen to me in high school and it was the worst feeling ever. that's why I will never let myself be so ugly / high inhib ever again. there's something about the dishonesty and being made into that figure so far below them that's disturbing.

 

[Prøphet]

@tansel @FiendFiend @pexy

 

[Resonant]

I prefer the harsh truth over a false illusion ahh

 

[pexy]

yeah facts

here and there popular kids would be nice to me

only because they felt bad for me

but i guess it was comforting in the moment

everyday i realise more and more just how fucked my childhood and teenage years were

im not surprised whatsoever that i ended up here