having social anxiety is a curse

[Mai Sakurajima.]

I wanted to go eat at a restaurant by myself yesterday and the restaurant was filled to the brim and it was overwhelming at the sight of it

All the people laughing and enjoying their time while im debating if i should even walk in anymore

To tell the truth i didnt, because i was looking rough as usual and there was a bunch of girls in there and i felt like everybody had been staring so i just left