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Guys. I'm fucking furious. Yesterday I had a really fucking pretty girl sit next to me and slide ride up against me in a weird ass way to give me attention and it was so fucking weird because she didn't say a word. She literally just slid right up to me. I'm also fucking autistic so I tried making conversation but it was just sad and really awkward. She tried saving me multiple times. I kicked the fucking bench by accident and she saved me by saying "it makes it better now that we are even more in the shade" and it was just so cringe and she KNEW I was awkward and she tried really fucking hard to save me but I was just that fucking autistic.
Idk I probably turned her off with how mentalcel I am. I'm really lonely too so I wish she would continue helping me cure my inceldom. I feel really fucking lonely again. Fuck man. I'm surrounded by normies btw and I can't match their jestermaxxing with girls, their NT humor with girls, or their literal confidence (lol).
I'm literally just an introvert. I even told that to the girl yesterday I said "I'm an introvert so I just sit and watch people" and she said "me too" but I saw her today surrounded by fucking normies who were all walking with her talking to her.
Her social skills mog mine to oblivion. I wish I was surrounded by girls that constantly threw themselves at me and I got to choose who I wanted. Fuck man these girls are living the dream. We all just got out of boot camp, unable to talk with the opposite gender, forced instantly back together without jacking off for 2 months straight, so it's just a horny shitshow with 18-20 year old guys and girls. It's 80% male 20% female as well. There's literal chadlites here settling for average foids... And even worse I see simps at a maximum degree now. I saw a white dude flirting with a disgusting looking curry girl who's LITERAL last name was Patel. She was like a 3.5/10 and he was above average white.
Someone help me fix my social skills. I honestly think I could bag a GF here if I just knew how to literally talk to girls. I don't want to be a slayer either, just teach me the basics. And nothing that will make me look cringe either. Help me.
Idk I probably turned her off with how mentalcel I am. I'm really lonely too so I wish she would continue helping me cure my inceldom. I feel really fucking lonely again. Fuck man. I'm surrounded by normies btw and I can't match their jestermaxxing with girls, their NT humor with girls, or their literal confidence (lol).
I'm literally just an introvert. I even told that to the girl yesterday I said "I'm an introvert so I just sit and watch people" and she said "me too" but I saw her today surrounded by fucking normies who were all walking with her talking to her.
Her social skills mog mine to oblivion. I wish I was surrounded by girls that constantly threw themselves at me and I got to choose who I wanted. Fuck man these girls are living the dream. We all just got out of boot camp, unable to talk with the opposite gender, forced instantly back together without jacking off for 2 months straight, so it's just a horny shitshow with 18-20 year old guys and girls. It's 80% male 20% female as well. There's literal chadlites here settling for average foids... And even worse I see simps at a maximum degree now. I saw a white dude flirting with a disgusting looking curry girl who's LITERAL last name was Patel. She was like a 3.5/10 and he was above average white.
Someone help me fix my social skills. I honestly think I could bag a GF here if I just knew how to literally talk to girls. I don't want to be a slayer either, just teach me the basics. And nothing that will make me look cringe either. Help me.