high-inhib is a curse

[alurmo]

i jsut had one of the most awkward experiences bc of my high-innhib and I have many more
and every time when I do something remotely low-inhib I start to think abt what I did and start to hate myself for doing/saying something
fuark man I've legit been bullied since kindergarten,mfs used to kick me off the slides on the playgrounds and shit and now I'm rotting here
even if I would get in trouble its better than living closed up, not able to do anything abt it

 

[alurmo]

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[Darkeningstar]

After a very bad health situation at 13-14 years old I became more Low inhib, I remain high inhib but sometimes not at all.

 

[alurmo]

After a very bad health situation at 13-14 years old I became more Low inhib, I remain high inhib but sometimes not at all.

i think its too late for me ngl
I desperately need shit that would lower it
I can barely engage in shit bc of my retarded brain that's being a pussy

 

[Darkeningstar]

i jsut had one of the most awkward experiences bc of my high-innhib and I have many more
and every time when I do something remotely low-inhib I start to think abt what I did and start to hate myself for doing/saying something
fuark man I've legit been bullied since kindergarten,mfs used to kick me off the slides on the playgrounds and shit and now I'm rotting here
even if I would get in trouble its better than living closed up, not able to do anything abt it

purposely fuck up and don't care.

 

[Darkeningstar]

i think its too late for me ngl
I desperately need shit that would lower it
I can barely engage in shit bc of my retarded brain that's being a pussy

It's difficult, I understand

 

[asdvek]

After a very bad health situation

what?

 

[alurmo]

purposely fuck up and don't care.

like its that easy to reverse years of bad reinforcement and concrete ideas jfl

 

[irkkedmulatto]

purposely fuck up and don't care.

Good advice, would implement that mindset thanks

 

[alurmo]

purposely fuck up and don't care.

plus that would make me hate myself and I would be even more high-inhib than before bc of me not wanting that to happen again

 

[BrutalMogger]

you become low inhib from taking the everythingleadsbacktotyrone pill and from a positive feedback loop you get when you get complemented or achieve something from your looks

 

[alurmo]

you become low inhib from taking the everythingleadsbacktotyrone pill and from a positive feedback loop you get when you get complemented or achieve something from your looks

i wish it was this easy lol

 

[BrutalMogger]

i wish it was this easy lol

it is, swallow the everythingleadsbacktotyrone pill and get lefort 425434354534 with stroma

 

[alurmo]

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