
Claymoreboy0118
Saoirse
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I could come up with a thousand reasons but none of them would be true. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't stay happy for long in anything I do. I don't have friends. I think I'm that one kid that keeps following you around thinking that you like me. I'm always shit talked and ignored and I just take it with a smile like a loser. To be honest I would rather be surrounded with people who hate me then be alone. When I'm alone that's when the negative thoughts come rolling in. At least when I'm with other people that's all I think about in the moment. Nobody knows how I'm really feeling. I hate being a jester. I hate being a loser. Part of me wants to believe that I'm overthinking everything but the other part of me just wants me to stop coping. I think getting a gf would help