Hopeless

[heypartner]

So recently , or should i say , the past year was really really fucked.

Idrk how to express my emotions or shit so sorry if its cucked xD.

But i'm just really hopeless , rotting all day , i'm sad , i dont even remember the last time i was happy.
I just feel like shit , seeing people happy or do what i want to do is ropefuel and fuels me with oh so much rage and hatred and sadness.

I don't really cope or anything , just suffer really.

The bp is the (sad) truth and its just fucking with me and my mental health.

I am an outcast and really akward.
I Hate talking to people and always get picked on at school , recently saw the heightpill and it fucking hit me so hard bcs im so fucking short and it just really opened my mind.

I Know too much and it sucks.
I hate going to school because everyone is a rude fucking bitch and because they all make fun of me.

I'm not really that depressed , i'm just really fucking suicidal.

This rant/vent or whatever is probably shit bcs idk how to make things sound understandable and i'm encoherent asf

Byeee

 

[heypartner]

I also have alot of fucking scars from cutting myself and have to wear long sleevs and shit now

Dont cut guys.. atleast your wrists

 

[wackedchives]

Yoo no way how u been

 

[wackedchives]

Been a long time heypartner

 

[heypartner]

Been a long time heypartner

I think u have mistaken me for someone else , this is the first forum ive ever been on.
Sorry

 

[gabbeascend]

So recently , or should i say , the past year was really really fucked.

Idrk how to express my emotions or shit so sorry if its cucked xD.

But i'm just really hopeless , rotting all day , i'm sad , i dont even remember the last time i was happy.
I just feel like shit , seeing people happy or do what i want to do is ropefuel and fuels me with oh so much rage and hatred and sadness.

I don't really cope or anything , just suffer really.

The bp is the (sad) truth and its just fucking with me and my mental health.

I am an outcast and really akward.
I Hate talking to people and always get picked on at school , recently saw the heightpill and it fucking hit me so hard bcs im so fucking short and it just really opened my mind.

I Know too much and it sucks.
I hate going to school because everyone is a rude fucking bitch and because they all make fun of me.

I'm not really that depressed , i'm just really fucking suicidal.

This rant/vent or whatever is probably shit bcs idk how to make things sound understandable and i'm encoherent asf

Byeee

Be healthy, train and socialise with others and do good to everyone, worked for me bro. Things always gets better