FutureAestheticMale
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They lose interest. They leave. They see you as pathetic. One girl blocked me after cuz her bitch fat cunt British whore friend told her to the next day even tho she said I look good with beautiful eyes after she cut my hair. I'm scarred for life.
Couldn't get hard due to satanic and Shameful past
and Trauma
in which
The LORD GOD JESUS Supernaturally Healed that's actually why I became Christian back in 2019 July.
Porn addiction and sick fetishes and tons and tons of anxiety. Most of it was anxiety. And desensitization.
Once I fucked a thick south American girl from a farm we drank wine and the anxiety wasn't that cuz of external factors gone and I didn't have anything to lose
Where as with beautiful 18 year old girls who every guy wanted I had a lot of pressure to do it and fulfill my loser past and make up for it.
I usually also need like 2 weeks of nofap then I'd get hard without worry. And be horns asf but the sick satanic self sabotaging porn fetishes ruined me.....
I even went to the bathroom to look at them and get hard
One was a Russian Jewish girl that everyone wanted. Virgin had a bf
Other was a indian freshman girl in college.
Both gorgeous all the guys wanted. I failed.
Haha I failed. It's over. I was skinnier then and its over
Couldn't get hard due to satanic and Shameful past
and Trauma
in which
The LORD GOD JESUS Supernaturally Healed that's actually why I became Christian back in 2019 July.
Porn addiction and sick fetishes and tons and tons of anxiety. Most of it was anxiety. And desensitization.
Once I fucked a thick south American girl from a farm we drank wine and the anxiety wasn't that cuz of external factors gone and I didn't have anything to lose
Where as with beautiful 18 year old girls who every guy wanted I had a lot of pressure to do it and fulfill my loser past and make up for it.
I usually also need like 2 weeks of nofap then I'd get hard without worry. And be horns asf but the sick satanic self sabotaging porn fetishes ruined me.....
I even went to the bathroom to look at them and get hard
One was a Russian Jewish girl that everyone wanted. Virgin had a bf
Other was a indian freshman girl in college.
Both gorgeous all the guys wanted. I failed.
Haha I failed. It's over. I was skinnier then and its over
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