beypazarisoda0
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I spent a lot of years in redpill-blackpill communities.
I spent a lot of time actually talking to women.
But if a girl is in the room i just can't be myself.
Why does that happen is very clear, i don't want to mess up my chances with her.
But how to fix that? Seems like nothing works to be honest.
If i remind myself to just become myself not really think about it i become quite
or i just fake it and be super cringy and end up not being myself.
When i'm with friend we're actually having fun but i can never experience the same thing when im with a girl.
Even if the girl is chill, funny and shows interest i just cant be myself.
But sometimes i manage to be myself and genuinely reach satisfaction. At those times i become really proud of myself. But it's rare and ofc not consistent.
sad tbh.
TLDR: Please read it all guys, you will 100% see yourselves in it.
(I put monkey photos hoping that it will make this thread less boring to read.)
I spent a lot of time actually talking to women.
But if a girl is in the room i just can't be myself.
Why does that happen is very clear, i don't want to mess up my chances with her.
But how to fix that? Seems like nothing works to be honest.
If i remind myself to just become myself not really think about it i become quite
or i just fake it and be super cringy and end up not being myself.
When i'm with friend we're actually having fun but i can never experience the same thing when im with a girl.
Even if the girl is chill, funny and shows interest i just cant be myself.
But sometimes i manage to be myself and genuinely reach satisfaction. At those times i become really proud of myself. But it's rare and ofc not consistent.
sad tbh.
TLDR: Please read it all guys, you will 100% see yourselves in it.
(I put monkey photos hoping that it will make this thread less boring to read.)