how can I cope with being sub3-sub5, ND, and 5'6?

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

I've never had a proper relationship before, and I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either. I'm 18 and all this gender war bs and loneliness made me go insane (I genuinely spiral into hating women almost every day then I cry and comfort myself imagining a woman is doing it out of kindness and genuine, unconditional love for me and my well being as I "turn off" my brain) and lose empathy towards female rape "victims" (i feel bad for the rapist when they get wrongly hurt), and I see women as femoids driven by hypergamy and hivemind-like mentality. Also I think a lot of NT ppl are shitty cus they judge NDs like me for being ND.

Please help.
its only getting worse every day.

 

[MrHeffer]

and I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either.

Wow okay DNR past that NGL

 

[DRACOX]

I've never had a proper relationship before, and I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either. I'm 18 and all this gender war bs and loneliness made me go insane (I genuinely spiral into hating women almost every day then I cry and comfort myself imagining a woman is doing it out of kindness and genuine, unconditional love for me and my well being as I "turn off" my brain) and lose empathy towards female rape "victims" (i feel bad for the rapist when they get wrongly hurt), and I see women as femoids driven by hypergamy and hivemind-like mentality. Also I think a lot of NT ppl are shitty cus they judge NDs like me for being ND.

Please help.
its only getting worse every day.

Genuinely go to a therapist

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

Wow okay DNR past that NGL

it was cocsa. i was 9, the other two were 12 and around 9

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

Genuinely go to a therapist

I DO

 

[DRACOX]

I DO

He/she is supposed to be helping u bro

 

[willysucker]

I DO

what meds did they put you on, because that shit is not working gang

 

[gihk342]

and I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either.

what the fuck is this supposed to mean, did you get raped by a nigger?

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

He/she is supposed to be helping u bro

she just forgot everything Ive told her last time i went to her before christmas. its like she deleted a save file or sum shit

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

what the fuck is this supposed to mean, did you get raped by a nigger?

i alr replied to ts

 

[DRACOX]

she just forgot everything Ive told her last time i went to her before christmas. its like she deleted a save file or sum shit

Change the therapist then idk

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

Change the therapist then idk

idk but maybe. other advice tho?

 

[DRACOX]

other advice tho?

No reps no advice

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

No reps no advice

ok.. ???

 

[larpslayer1488]

I've never had a proper relationship before, and I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either. I'm 18 and all this gender war bs and loneliness made me go insane (I genuinely spiral into hating women almost every day then I cry and comfort myself imagining a woman is doing it out of kindness and genuine, unconditional love for me and my well being as I "turn off" my brain) and lose empathy towards female rape "victims" (i feel bad for the rapist when they get wrongly hurt), and I see women as femoids driven by hypergamy and hivemind-like mentality. Also I think a lot of NT ppl are shitty cus they judge NDs like me for being ND.

Please help.
its only getting worse every day.

I genuinely remembered to appreciate my life knowing this is someone's life

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

I genuinely remembered to appreciate my life knowing this is someone's life

made me laugh. ty. and i dont mean it in a bad way either

 

[King.epstein]

what the fuck is this supposed to mean, did you get raped by a nigger?

Hahahahhaha

 

[DRACOX]

ok.. ???

Get good in a videogame and join a clan. then u will get internet brotherhood and can cope because niggas on those games are online 24/7

Also tell ur therapist shes not helping u and u want a new one. If ur too much of a pussy to tell her idk u have to man up.

 

[King.epstein]

I didn't have consensual sex before, and it wasn't even with a woman either.

JFL

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

Get good in a videogame and join a clan. then u will get internet brotherhood and can cope because niggas on those games are online 24/7

Also tell ur therapist shes not helping u and u want a new one. If ur too much of a pussy to tell her idk u have to man up.

what game do you recommend? My best thought is sum like Atlyss even if it's grindy. I'm on multiple servers and wtv but im not active there

 

[DRACOX]

what game do you recommend? My best thought is sum like Atlyss even if it's grindy. I'm on multiple servers and wtv but im not active there

fps games?

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

fps games?

your choice really. but yeah go ahead

 

[DRACOX]

what game do you recommend? My best thought is sum like Atlyss even if it's grindy. I'm on multiple servers and wtv but im not active there

I mean u have to actually put in the hours then if ur genuinely considering that. Just a find a game u like and start grinding.

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

I mean u have to actually put in the hours then if ur genuinely considering that. Just a find a game u like and start grinding.

I alr maxxed out 2 characters before a major update bro but i guess I can get back into it if i wanted to

 

[DRACOX]

your choice really. but yeah go ahead

I mean rust is really fucking hard but if ur good u will make lasting friends and get big respect in major clans. R6 is the same, tarkov and then theres games like LoL and shit like that. Every game that has big multiplayer has shit like that clans and stuff. I remember playing battlefield ages ago and getting respect for being in a known clan at the time so just choose any game u like fr. Just make sure the online scene is there.

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

I mean rust is really fucking hard but if ur good u will make lasting friends and get big respect in major clans. R6 is the same, tarkov and then theres games like LoL and shit like that. Every game that has big multiplayer has shit like that clans and stuff. I remember playing battlefield ages ago and getting respect for being in a known clan at the time so just choose any game u like fr. Just make sure the online scene is there.

rust is 40 euros bro im not dropping that much on a game, not even half. but six siege is free so... but i heard it got hacked recently

 

[DRACOX]

rust is 40 euros bro im not dropping that much on a game, not even half. but six siege is free so... but i heard it got hacked recently

Just pick a game u like dont listen to me any game is fine if there just is a online gaming scene bro. U can also just make friends with other noobs ppl are always looking for teammates

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

rust is 40 euros bro im not dropping that much on a game, not even half. but six siege is free so... but i heard it got hacked recently

oh nvm i found a rust key for 8 euros somewhere else

 

[AutistSubhumanRtrd]

oh nvm i found a rust key for 8 euros somewhere else

still not playing that shit tho i dont wanna pay even that much for sum like rust