StraightHeadJames
Musician 🏴☠️🏴☠️ of the narcy Pirates
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I made countless threads about this.
My dad just lives in my head rent free.
I don't like to say it but I am a LTN-MTN. But my dad was legit a "chad", maybe not in PSL terms but he looked like Tom Cruise a little. he was also 6'5. so some resemblance to tom cruise, 6'5, light blue eyes, good physique from army and labour work, tan skin from being in sun.
in the shitty country i lived he was a fucking god. he had so many women. but he got with my mother. she wasn't at ugly... but she is ridiculously small, with tiny clavicles, high gonial angle, high forehead, very tiny wrists. all these features don't necesarilly make a woman ugly. but they certainly do a man. and i inhertied. every. single. one of her features. i only know im my dad's son cuz i have blue eyes and am a little bit tall even with a 5'3/5'4 mom.
fuck man.
legit he looked like this with better nose and rounded jaw and smaller chin with very light blue eyes.
so obviously worse than him because of the jaw and chin, but he stil looked absolutely insane.
How do I cope? I learned to not care about my looks so much. but the fact my dad was so much better than me just pains me everytime i talk to him. even now in his age he has a lot more appeal than me. cuz of his frame and coloring and height of course.
I need some legit tips how to get t his out of my mind and just accept my reality and my looks cause it seems I am trying to reject the reality every living moment and always mad that I'm not like him, but an exact replica of my mother...
My dad just lives in my head rent free.
I don't like to say it but I am a LTN-MTN. But my dad was legit a "chad", maybe not in PSL terms but he looked like Tom Cruise a little. he was also 6'5. so some resemblance to tom cruise, 6'5, light blue eyes, good physique from army and labour work, tan skin from being in sun.
in the shitty country i lived he was a fucking god. he had so many women. but he got with my mother. she wasn't at ugly... but she is ridiculously small, with tiny clavicles, high gonial angle, high forehead, very tiny wrists. all these features don't necesarilly make a woman ugly. but they certainly do a man. and i inhertied. every. single. one of her features. i only know im my dad's son cuz i have blue eyes and am a little bit tall even with a 5'3/5'4 mom.
fuck man.
legit he looked like this with better nose and rounded jaw and smaller chin with very light blue eyes.
so obviously worse than him because of the jaw and chin, but he stil looked absolutely insane.
How do I cope? I learned to not care about my looks so much. but the fact my dad was so much better than me just pains me everytime i talk to him. even now in his age he has a lot more appeal than me. cuz of his frame and coloring and height of course.
I need some legit tips how to get t his out of my mind and just accept my reality and my looks cause it seems I am trying to reject the reality every living moment and always mad that I'm not like him, but an exact replica of my mother...