How can I move on from my past?

[Euron]

I had a dream yesterday, which brought all the shit i had managed to on from, including my ex. The whole day I've been raging mad abt ts.
Js when everything was going well, I was planning my bday n shit, I had to reminded of all that.
Fuck man. Why cant I live a normal live?

 

[RedDragonSlayer]

You need to change your mentality

 

[nocajebudala]

whats done is done, you cant change your past nor run from it.
accept yourself

 

[fm30366]

You need to change your mentality

no matter what mentality u have, there will be days or weeks where it falls apart

 

[tansel]

You need to change your mentality

yes haha

& focus on the grind

whenever you are silent

that is when you are the most dangerous

 

[nocajebudala]

no matter what mentality u have, there will be days or weeks where it falls apart

days and weeks go by eventually, no matter how bad it is.

 

[RedDragonSlayer]

no matter what mentality u have, there will be days or weeks where it falls apart

Yes ofc but changing my mentality was what helped me with most of my problems

 

[Euron]

You need to change your mentality

Ive done it countless times already

Also fuck u, my ex used to love tv girl

 

[fm30366]

days and weeks go by eventually, no matter how bad it is.

True

 

[tansel]

whats done is done, you cant change your past nor run from it.
accept yourself

you’re not better than me morgan

 

[Euron]

whats done is done, you cant change your past nor run from it.
accept yourself

Ion accept my past nor my past self

 

[nocajebudala]

Ion accept my past nor my past self

takes time, sooner or later

 

[RedDragonSlayer]

Ive done it countless times already

Also fuck u, my ex used to love tv girl

Nigga dont jump on me for stuff she did.

 

[Euron]

days and weeks go by eventually, no matter how bad it is.

Ive been doing pretty bad for more than an year now, there r moments like this that i experience every few months

 

[Mooks Laxx]

I had a dream yesterday, which brought all the shit i had managed to on from, including my ex. The whole day I've been raging mad abt ts.
Js when everything was going well, I was planning my bday n shit, I had to reminded of all that.
Fuck man. Why cant I live a normal live?

Just a dream bro

 

[fm30366]

Yes ofc but changing my mentality was what helped me with most of my problems

my opinion is the mentality won’t matter as much if u have mental illness, because u will always be thinking abt it on those random days/weeks where it goes to shit, especially for me when I try to change mentality and be confident, all it takes is 1 bad experience in that day for my mentality to go back to how it was before, might just be me but idk, that’s why it’s hard to change it with mental illness

 

[fm30366]

Ive been doing pretty bad for more than an year now, there r moments like this that i experience every few months

U have any mental conditions that are diagnosed or are undiagnosed that u think u have/show symptoms for?

 

[nocajebudala]

Ive been doing pretty bad for more than an year now, there r moments like this that i experience every few months

i get you, ive been dealing with depression for years, takes time but gets better

 

[Euron]

my opinion is the mentality won’t matter as much if u have mental illness, because u will always be thinking abt it on those random days/weeks where it goes to shit, especially for me when I try to change mentality and be confident, all it takes is 1 bad experience in that day for my mentality to go back to how it was before, might just be me but idk, that’s why it’s hard to change it with mental illness

Ive been stuck on my past for a long time now. Thats js one of my many problems. As little as a song from the past that i used to like can make me cry.
Ive changed myself many times js to forget my troubles from the past, to the point of where ppl say that im unrecognisable anymore.
My past js keeps on torturing me. Ion even like my ex as a person anymore, smh my body still desires her old self from when we were together. She was js perfect, then she changed n i moved on. But whenever i remember her i remember the girl who i loved. Mainly the small feelings n experiences, dunno how to explain it.

U have any mental conditions that are diagnosed or are undiagnosed that u think u have/show symptoms for?

The closest thing ive been to diagnosed is when my father was raging mad at me n called me autistic. Otherwise i havent been professionally diagnosed n have never bothered to check for any symptoms that i have

 

[Euron]

i get you, ive been dealing with depression for years, takes time but gets better

Its been a long time now. I js want it to end. Idc how it ends, i js want it gone

 

[fm30366]

Ive been stuck on my past for a long time now. Thats js one of my many problems. As little as a song from the past that i used to like can make me cry.
Ive changed myself many times js to forget my troubles from the past, to the point of where ppl say that im unrecognisable anymore.
My past js keeps on torturing me. Ion even like my ex as a person anymore, smh my body still desires her old self from when we were together. She was js perfect, then she changed n i moved on. But whenever i remember her i remember the girl who i loved. Mainly the small feelings n experiences, dunno how to explain it.

The closest thing ive been to diagnosed is when my father was raging mad at me n called me autistic. Otherwise i havent been professionally diagnosed n have never bothered to check for any symptoms that i have

I understand what u are saying about the past, that’s the thing about a woman’s love, no matter how bad they do u the brain will subconsciously and on rare occasions consciously will want that love back, which causes u to get mad and feel other emotions when u realize u can’t have that ever again as the person has changed, u also likely have depression, idk which depression though but from my experience this is how it is being depressed, u will have weeks and months where u moved on, are happy and satisfied and then some days where it all comes crashing down, i dont really know what ways u can do to fix this issue it purely depends on what depression u have, for me i have persistent depressive disorder so I will be like this no matter what i do, id say for u , that finding new love with a real woman and doing a lot of daily activity will help, maybe medication, or therapy, although i have never tried those, they might work

 

[Euron]

I understand what u are saying about the past, that’s the thing about a woman’s love, no matter how bad they do u the brain will subconsciously and on rare occasions consciously will want that love back, which causes u to get mad and feel other emotions when u realize u can’t have that ever again as the person has changed,

I dont js miss feeling the love, but her as a person overall. She was js pretty, had this really nice voice, her body was awesome n she was awesome as well, as well as the other relationship shit we used to do. After the break up we used to talk, i realised that she isnt the same girl anymore n didnt treat her as my ex.

u also likely have depression, idk which depression though but from my experience this is how it is being depressed, u will have weeks and months where u moved on, are happy and satisfied and then some days where it all comes crashing down, i dont really know what ways u can do to fix this issue it purely depends on what depression u have, for me i have persistent depressive disorder so I will be like this no matter what i do, id say for u ,

How do u even get diagnosed?

that finding new love with a real woman and doing a lot of daily activity will help, maybe medication, or therapy, although i have never tried those, they might work

Finding new love might be the hardest thing id have to do ngl. After my ex broke up w me as well as some other family problems happened, i lost weight. Locked myself in my room n got even paler n some other shit. Girls started finding me scary n unlovable. Ive been called rapist n serial killer looking multiple times.

Aside, thanks for talking to me, man.

 

[Euron]

B

 

[Euron]

B

 

[fm30366]

I dont js miss feeling the love, but her as a person overall. She was js pretty, had this really nice voice, her body was awesome n she was awesome as well, as well as the other relationship shit we used to do. After the break up we used to talk, i realised that she isnt the same girl anymore n didnt treat her as my ex.

How do u even get diagnosed?

Finding new love might be the hardest thing id have to do ngl. After my ex broke up w me as well as some other family problems happened, i lost weight. Locked myself in my room n got even paler n some other shit. Girls started finding me scary n unlovable. Ive been called rapist n serial killer looking multiple times.

Aside, thanks for talking to me, man.

Your welcome bro, u get diagnosed from the doctor, I’m pretty sure u have to go to therapy first or smth maybe that happens after u go to doctor, js tell ur doctor the symptoms u show and see what happens, i dont think u can cope at all beside finding new love

 

[Peubert]

Kill her

 

[Euron]

Kill her

I've thought about it countless times

 

[Peubert]

I've thought about it countless times

Real, life would be so much easier if u just offed the people causing issues

in minecraft ofcourse