How come others have so many connections but I’m alone and know nobody as if I am a ghost

[Vermilioncore]

Others have so many friends and connections meanwhile I know no one but my mom and dad. No one on earth knows I exist. It’s as if I’m a ghost who views a world unbeknownst to the world’s inhabitants. Why was I born this way? Why couldn’t I have been popular with lots of friends, connections and be NT

 

[Deleted member 22120]

Cuz u preferred to stay as an outcast instead of being outgoing

 

[smoth]

i wanted to say something nice but then i remembered that you ve been rude to me

 

[R@m@]

whats holding you back? Is it your appearance or brain?

 

[Vermilioncore]

Cuz u preferred to stay as an outcast instead of being outgoing

I didn’t choose that. God did

 

[KDD5]

Because you lack confidence.

 

[standardcel]

Shizoid personality

 

[Vermilioncore]

i wanted to say something nice but then i remembered that you ve been rude to me

Na I’ve been nothing but good to you pal :

 

[Vermilioncore]

whats holding you back? Is it your appearance or brain?

Both

 

[Vermilioncore]

Because you lack confidence.

Why did god make me that way though

 

[R@m@]

Why did god make me that way though

Do you feel like its too late to change?

 

[Vermilioncore]

Do you feel like its too late to change?

Yup. I’m 32 already

 

[smoth]

Na I’ve been nothing but good to you pal :

do u have any mental illnesses tho?

 

[Vermilioncore]

do u have any mental illnesses tho?

Not sure I never went to the doctor to find out when my mom said I should’ve gone
When I was 17 I was shitting my pants still

 

[smoth]

Not sure I never went to the doctor to find out when my mom said I should’ve gone
When I was 17 I was shitting my pants still

have u tried going to a psychiatrist or asking someone to help you out

 

[R@m@]

Yup. I’m 32 already

Maybe its too late to change, but its up to you, only you know how you feel

 

[Vermilioncore]

have u tried going to a psychiatrist or asking someone to help you out

I don’t wanna go there they’re gonna try to keep me and lock me away

 

[smoth]

I don’t wanna go there they’re gonna try to keep me and lock me away

your parents?

 

[Vermilioncore]

your parents?

I have a feeling the psychiatrist is gonna do a court ordered behavioral health stay

 

[smoth]

I have a feeling the psychiatrist is gonna do a court ordered behavioral health stay

idk brother it's might be not that bad, anyways u gotta change anything if u wont things to be better, u gotta change yourself, your mindset, but not rotting on an incel forum

 

[nullandvoid]

You're not alone, I only have one friend who never has time for me and I'm unable to make friends whether online or in real life. Being HTN doesn't make up for me being non-nt.

 

[Deleted member 31457]

i wanted to say something nice but then i remembered that you ve been rude to me

You deserve it tho

 

[smoth]

You deserve it tho

why would you say that

 

[Deleted member 31457]

why would you say that

Cuz I can

 

[smoth]

Cuz I can

no i mean what have i done to you

 

[Deleted member 42240]

 

[Deleted member 31457]

no i mean what have i done to you

You ruined my life

 

[try2beme]

Im a ghost to everyone including my family

 

[smoth]

You ruined my life

im sorry to hear that

 

[Vermilioncore]

Im a ghost to everyone including my family

Me too even my lil siblings don’t talk to me and acted weirded out by me. I’m one big mistake I need to have my brains blown out

 

[Deleted member 31457]

im sorry to hear that

Apology not accepted

 

[Deleted member 31457]

Im a ghost to everyone including my family

Ghosts me

 

[socialcel]

its all because you commented “idc kys fag” under my last thread.

i hope you rot alone for eternity

 

[Vermilioncore]

its all because you commented “idc kys fag” under my last thread.

i hope you rot alone for eternity

helll nah bro still salty bout allat 5 hours later

 

[socialcel]

helll nah bro still salty bout allat 5 hours later

idc kys fag

 

[smoth]

Apology not accepted

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Others have so many friends and connections meanwhile I know no one but my mom and dad. No one on earth knows I exist. It’s as if I’m a ghost who views a world unbeknownst to the world’s inhabitants. Why was I born this way? Why couldn’t I have been popular with lots of friends, connections and be NT

You forgot about your siblings they know you too

 

[vinn98]

You're invisible because you were born male.

 

[Vermilioncore]

You forgot about your siblings they know you too

I don’t have siblings

 

[T_T]

 

[Deleted member 20399]

I don’t have siblings

How come you posted about your 6’2 brother before then

 

[Deleted member 19442]

First off kill yourself larper, second yes I wasted a lot of opportunities for friendships and connections because of abused dog mentality. Always worrying about what if this guy does this, or this girl is disgusted or my parents told me to do x or what if my parents don't give me permission to do Y maybe my dad will get angry at me for Z etc etc etc. Over time I stopped trying to socialise and just rotted alone

 

[Vermilioncore]

First off kill yourself larper, second yes I wasted a lot of opportunities for friendships and connections because of abused dog mentality. Always worrying about what if this guy does this, or this girl is disgusted or my parents told me to do x or what if my parents don't give me permission to do Y maybe my dad will get angry at me for Z etc etc etc. Over time I stopped trying to socialise and just rotted alone

Nah why that first sentence though

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Nah why that first sentence though

One day you're 26, another you're 32, but wait no you're a 13 yo jb then you're the 65 yo who keeps her in his dungeon.

 

[Vermilioncore]

One day you're 26, another you're 32, but wait no you're a 13 yo jb then you're the 65 yo who keeps her in his dungeon.

Im a shapeshifter marvel type beat

 

[Deleted member 41390]

Others have so many friends and connections meanwhile I know no one but my mom and dad. No one on earth knows I exist. It’s as if I’m a ghost who views a world unbeknownst to the world’s inhabitants. Why was I born this way? Why couldn’t I have been popular with lots of friends, connections and be NT

True

 

[Klasik616]

Others have so many friends and connections meanwhile I know no one but my mom and dad. No one on earth knows I exist. It’s as if I’m a ghost who views a world unbeknownst to the world’s inhabitants. Why was I born this way? Why couldn’t I have been popular with lots of friends, connections and be NT

My whole life I have been neglected to have a social circle, only for 2 years I had a group of friends. I hated school, being ghosted by everyone made me insecure probably because I was aspie and now I try to behave more NT but I still suck ngl.