How could u not consider rape as an option in the back of ur head?

[Psychophilly]

I just wanna know if im mentally ill or everyone is like this. ofc most yall won't understand since young but behing khhv near 30 you start to get existential and shit, you have given up but you can't just live normally knowing you are gonna die virgin you need something as a source of hope or root causality of everyday decisions, to keep pushing. ts is not easy to cope.

i've reached a point where getting laid is behind several tall thick walls of issues, and even after managing to find gf there is another level of retarded shit u need to do till u get laid with her.

and in my situation, i just instinctual can't help but feeling like the rape path is extremely shorter than the normal path. and humans being lazy and always picking the easiest way, i wonder why most people don't think like me.

in the backbone of my head i always have rape as the safety guard, it's what keeps me alive, to know that, one day i can just *censored* and do based shit with her body. this has it's own walls, like buying a van and a house that has basement but its way easier than the normal way, to me at least.

it's like intuitive thoughts, not planning to act on it, just for sanity sake.

 

[AgentAngularity]

Bros just typing shit, we all know you want to rape someone

 

[RecessedCels]

The idea of rape doesn't excite me

 

[Psychophilly]

Bros just typing shit, we all know you want to rape someone

no dude, i don't know anyone, last chick i knew was 2.5 years ago. can't even remember her name.
don't u understand, it's just the thought of it, that you can do it and it's not over so u dont sui

 

[AgentAngularity]

sui

was this a diss at my banner? say that again to my face faggot

 

[Corruptt]

i always do

 

[agarthancha]

was this a diss at my banner? say that again to my face faggot

I’m pretty new here but everything I’ve seeen of you is people wanting to kill you what did you do

 

[Psychophilly]

was this a diss at my banner? say that again to my face faggot

Messi is suicidal or sth? wtf r u on about

 

[AgentAngularity]

Messi is suicidal or sth? wtf r u on about

oh, I thought you meant Sui like penaldo. Dont scare me like that again

 

[LowTierBateman]

Messi is suicidal or sth? wtf r u on about

Ronaldo sui

 

[Psychophilly]

The idea of rape doesn't excite me

Breed is necessity

 

[Psychophilly]

The idea of rape doesn't excite me

nah u are a faggot, all high t man get excited

 

[brimyyy101]

I just wanna know if im mentally ill or everyone is like this. ofc most yall won't understand since young but behing khhv near 30 you start to get existential and shit, you have given up but you can't just live normally knowing you are gonna die virgin you need something as a source of hope or root causality of everyday decisions, to keep pushing. ts is not easy to cope.

i've reached a point where getting laid is behind several tall thick walls of issues, and even after managing to find gf there is another level of retarded shit u need to do till u get laid with her.

and in my situation, i just instinctual can't help but feeling like the rape path is extremely shorter than the normal path. and humans being lazy and always picking the easiest way, i wonder why most people don't think like me.

in the backbone of my head i always have rape as the safety guard, it's what keeps me alive, to know that, one day i can just *censored* and do based shit with her body. this has it's own walls, like buying a van and a house that has basement but its way easier than the normal way, to me at least.

it's like intuitive thoughts, not planning to act on it, just for sanity sake.

i have too much empathy

 

[isis_Bleach]

its like the final trump card you can pull it out if shit goes south

 

[Zaphrix]

its pathetic