How do I actually want to socialize?

[TheOneTrveCel]

This isn't necessarily a question about improving one's physical looks, instead a question on how to actually want to pursue and seek socialization. I'd like to hear someone's advice, maybe from their own personal experiences or books they read about how to actually WANT to pursue talking with people.

I understood that in order to have success in my life I actually need to acquire connections, relationships and "friends" so on and so forth.

Throughout my life with the help of HGH I managed to fix problems that held me back physically (it was prescribed to me). However, my reluctance for socialization stayed.
I can socialize, I do that quite well, but I don't enjoy it nor do I seek or care about it. Hope to get some advice on this

 

[irlesper]

just show them ur avi

 

[TheOneTrveCel]

just show them ur avi

I want to pursue connections, not make foids wet

 

[Escanor1]

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