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neverbegan
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Incel trait: made an account here 3 yrs ago but this is my first time posting because of high inhib.
I feel like I'm not truly living life because I'm so high inhib. I'm also average looking so I would've never ended up here if I was NT. I feel sad a lot because of the blackpill but I wish I could at least not be so anxious all the time.
I've tried exposure therapy by myself, but it just made me desensitized to the interactions I forced myself to perform and didn't carry over to other domains. And it's also annoying af to constantly have to come up with ways to push myself out of my comfort zone almost everyday.
Alcohol is accessible, but I can't smell like an alcoholic all the time and it'll make me fat long-term. I tried microdosing psilocybin but I can't take it everyday due to tolerance buildup. And I also feel like it negatively impacts my short-term memory / cognitive function similarly to alcohol, and I'm already a lazy piece of shit so that's not ideal. Also tried phenibut but it doesn't have a noticeable anxiolytic effect for me and if I take a high dosage I vomit.
I live in the Netherlands, so our GP's are not very eager to give prescription drugs.
I am a poorfag as well
I feel like I'm not truly living life because I'm so high inhib. I'm also average looking so I would've never ended up here if I was NT. I feel sad a lot because of the blackpill but I wish I could at least not be so anxious all the time.
I've tried exposure therapy by myself, but it just made me desensitized to the interactions I forced myself to perform and didn't carry over to other domains. And it's also annoying af to constantly have to come up with ways to push myself out of my comfort zone almost everyday.
Alcohol is accessible, but I can't smell like an alcoholic all the time and it'll make me fat long-term. I tried microdosing psilocybin but I can't take it everyday due to tolerance buildup. And I also feel like it negatively impacts my short-term memory / cognitive function similarly to alcohol, and I'm already a lazy piece of shit so that's not ideal. Also tried phenibut but it doesn't have a noticeable anxiolytic effect for me and if I take a high dosage I vomit.
I live in the Netherlands, so our GP's are not very eager to give prescription drugs.
I am a poorfag as well