How do i change who i am?

[MeG4Han_16]

I'm currently in grade 10, going to grade 11 in bout 2-3 weeks

My social status in school is pretty shit, im seen as the jester, the guy who only jokes and doesnt do shit therefore causing ppl to lose respect

I noticed that after girls in school realized that i am just a jester, they all lost attraction towards me

I honestly think my relationship failures and rejection had more to do with my personality than looks

I want to try and change, but everytime i go to school my jester personality always shows up, probably reinforced when im w my friends

i'm also doing pretty shit at school, teachers hate me and my grades are unsatisfactory

What should i do when grade 11 starts, how should i change?

 

[iamnotaracist]

Focus on grades

 

[swaggymoqxcz]

I'm currently in grade 10, going to grade 11 in bout 2-3 weeks

My social status in school is pretty shit, im seen as the jester, the guy who only jokes and doesnt do shit therefore causing ppl to lose respect

I noticed that after girls in school realized that i am just a jester, they all lost attraction towards me

I honestly think my relationship failures and rejection had more to do with my personality than looks

I want to try and change, but everytime i go to school my jester personality always shows up, probably reinforced when im w my friends

i'm also doing pretty shit at school, teachers hate me and my grades are unsatisfactory

What should i do when grade 11 starts, how should i change?

studymaxx and try to get better personality

 

[fedecope]

you dont

 

[MeG4Han_16]

Focus on grades

Yeah, im starting to study unlike before, been much easier since i got prescription meds (Ritalin) for my adhd

 

[MeG4Han_16]

studymaxx and try to get better personality

Lowk i've been jestering since i was a kid, so everytime i try to act serious it feels weird

even people think theres something wrong with me when im not being my usual jester self

i feel like people only like me for entertainment

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Lowk i've been jestering since i was a kid, so everytime i try to act serious it feels weird

even people think theres something wrong with me when im not being my usual jester self

i feel like people only like me for entertainment

What is your government name, are you jestering for amusement in Hungary

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Focus on grades

Nou faggot that's bad!

 

[MeG4Han_16]

What is your government name, are you jestering for amusement in Hungary

Sigma sigma boy sigma boy, im a andrew tate fan and tryna escape the matrix, idc bout the governent. sigma sigma boy

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

Sigma sigma boy sigma boy, im a andrew tate fan and tryna escape the matrix, idc bout the governent. sigma sigma boy

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