noaah.f
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All I can think about these days is how pointless my life is and trying to live up to a fake version of myself that is unachievable.
I want to be the most popular kid at school, a D1 athlete, a Chad, be social, rich, jacked, etc. But none of these things are realistic about me and I’m destined to be “average.”
I see kids on instagram my age who are rich, d1 athlete, get any girl they want, have all the friends in the world and are liked by everyone and this persistence causes me to consider roping.
I guess what I’m trying to ask is how can I fix this mental issue? It seems like I’ve been going down a rabbit hole for years and my mental health continues to grow worse. Nothing is ever enough for me and it’s causing my life to go downhill and lean towards drugs.
I want to be the most popular kid at school, a D1 athlete, a Chad, be social, rich, jacked, etc. But none of these things are realistic about me and I’m destined to be “average.”
I see kids on instagram my age who are rich, d1 athlete, get any girl they want, have all the friends in the world and are liked by everyone and this persistence causes me to consider roping.
I guess what I’m trying to ask is how can I fix this mental issue? It seems like I’ve been going down a rabbit hole for years and my mental health continues to grow worse. Nothing is ever enough for me and it’s causing my life to go downhill and lean towards drugs.
