How do I find motivation when hopeless?

[IzDrizSub5]

I need to stop using drugs of course

its hard for me to keep going without wondering if things will ever really get better, its been 4 years of suffering through things.

im tired of not enjoying anything, and i do want to get better, but i have no motivation anymore.

is there any prescriptions/nonprescription medications that could help me? or any methods? i just feel like i need a push or boost to get things started

maybe idk im tryint to be hopeful

 

[Sub->CL]

Sometimes you can't, and that's ok.

 

[IzDrizSub5]

Sometimes you can't, and that's ok.

how exactly do i cope with being constantly unhappy? cus i haven’t personally found a way yet, like im still convincing myself i deserve happiness, but maybe i dont?

 

[Sub->CL]

how exactly do i cope with being constantly unhappy? cus i haven’t personally found a way yet,

The single best cope is that you have a future.

I can now legally purchase firearms, I would go ER (in Roblox) if I didn't have surgeries soon.
The hope seeing the date of my first procedure creep closer and closer brings can't be described.

like im still convincing myself i deserve happiness, but maybe i dont?

Why would you not deserve happiness, but chads get all the pleasure in the world? It's just roll of the dice bro.

 

[IzDrizSub5]

The single best cope is that you have a future.

I can now legally purchase firearms, I would go ER (in Roblox) if I didn't have surgeries soon.
The hope seeing the date of my first procedure creep closer and closer brings can't be described.


Why would you not deserve happiness, but chads get all the pleasure in the world? It's just roll of the dice bro.

thats kinda the problem i have nothing going for me, and im turning 18 soon so i need to have things figured out especially if im moving out

i dont have money otherwise id do procedures, i need a few otherwise i look fine (generally rated hmtn-lhtn)

still overlooked and ignored constantly tho and idk why

but it hurts

 

[Sub->CL]

thats kinda the problem i have nothing going for me, and im turning 18 soon so i need to have things figured out especially if im moving out

i dont have money otherwise id do procedures, i need a few otherwise i look fine (generally rated hmtn-lhtn)

still overlooked and ignored constantly tho and idk why

but it hurts

Take solace in the fact that most young adults have nothing going for them and half of 22yos live with their parents.

I don't know your family circumstances or why you're overlooked though.

 

[IzDrizSub5]

Take solace in the fact that most young adults have nothing going for them and half of 22yos live with their parents.

I don't know your family circumstances or why you're overlooked though.

no its not im nd and my social life is all fucked up

 

[horseman.]

I would go ER (in Roblox) if I didn't have surgeries soon.

No you wouldn’t bro

 

[Sub->CL]

no its not im nd and my social life is all fucked up

I'm ND too, what do you have?

No you wouldn’t bro

Realistically I'd just find another reason to cope.
But my life is genuinely terrible.

 

[mangotimer]

I'm ND too, what do you have?



Realistically I'd just find another reason to cope.
But my life is genuinely terrible.

atleast your not trans thats worse

 

[IzDrizSub5]

I'm ND too, what do you have?

idk i got tested and they said nothing, but interactions, school, its all super difficult