How do I fucking cope? I hate being sober but don't like alcohol anymore

[Turtle]

This is gunna be quite a ramble so be prepared for a moderate wall of text.


I used to like drinking but it's almost as if I've developed some weird intolerance to it, and whenever I get drunk I feel like shit all day after, not just in the morning, like all day until night.

The problem is tho, I fucking hate being sober, I can't get my hands on any weed because I'm high inhib and 100% friendless and aquaintainceless, so there's no way for me to get any connections, and with the way my brain is weed would likely make me anxious as fuck anyway due to years of ostracization because I'm ugly having an impact on my subconscious and making my brain geared towards anxiety, you can only really enjoy weed if you're a normie, anything besides that and you're way more likely to have a bad time, chads will NEVER get paranoid from smoking weed because of all the positive reinforcement they get causing their brains to actually develop healthy and normally.


I have kratom with me but it doesn't really last very long, maybe an hour at most, maybe not even that, the buzz/nod is over pretty quick but I enjoy playing games whilst on it, sometimes I take some benedryl before I dose the kratom because it makes it hit stronger or something, also jerking off whilst on benedryl is amazing, especially if you do it whilst on 100mg of the stuff

These are pretty much my only copes, obviously I can buy some booze and drink again if I want to but the shitty feeling I get the day after has just really put me off, drinking is kinda like a chore to me now, if I buy alcohol im not excited to drink it anymore I'm just like " eh guess I'm drinking tonight"

So yeah, do any of you guys know any good chemical copes? Any illegal drug is pretty much off limits to me since I'm a fucking autist with no friends or even aquaintainces, but I just want a way to fucking escape this shit reality that is having to live life when my face looks the way it fucking does

 

[redhandsbluehands]

did not read.
just do crack cocaine

 

[tyronelite]

Use weed

 

[sensen]

This is gunna be quite a ramble so be prepared for a moderate wall of text.


I used to like drinking but it's almost as if I've developed some weird intolerance to it, and whenever I get drunk I feel like shit all day after, not just in the morning, like all day until night.

The problem is tho, I fucking hate being sober, I can't get my hands on any weed because I'm high inhib and 100% friendless and aquaintainceless, so there's no way for me to get any connections, and with the way my brain is weed would likely make me anxious as fuck anyway due to years of ostracization because I'm ugly having an impact on my subconscious and making my brain geared towards anxiety, you can only really enjoy weed if you're a normie, anything besides that and you're way more likely to have a bad time, chads will NEVER get paranoid from smoking weed because of all the positive reinforcement they get causing their brains to actually develop healthy and normally.


I have kratom with me but it doesn't really last very long, maybe an hour at most, maybe not even that, the buzz/nod is over pretty quick but I enjoy playing games whilst on it, sometimes I take some benedryl before I dose the kratom because it makes it hit stronger or something, also jerking off whilst on benedryl is amazing, especially if you do it whilst on 100mg of the stuff

These are pretty much my only copes, obviously I can buy some booze and drink again if I want to but the shitty feeling I get the day after has just really put me off, drinking is kinda like a chore to me now, if I buy alcohol im not excited to drink it anymore I'm just like " eh guess I'm drinking tonight"

So yeah, do any of you guys know any good chemical copes? Any illegal drug is pretty much off limits to me since I'm a fucking autist with no friends or even aquaintainces, but I just want a way to fucking escape this shit reality that is having to live life when my face looks the way it fucking does

You already know what you need to do. Get your fuckin shit together mate.

 

[Mouthbreath]

you realize that you can just buy everything online? in much higher quality than what your shady personal friend sells you, and also much cheaper

 

[Turtle]

Use weed

Wtf did I just say bro?

1. I can't find any dealer because I'm autistic and high inhib as fuck
2. My brain is fucking damaged due to being isolated growing up because I'm so ugly and people didn't like me because of it, so I'll probably have a bad high and freak the fuck out

 

[Turtle]

You already know what you need to do. Get your fuckin shit together mate.

There's no getting my shit together with my kind of face, female co-workers will get me fired in a heartbeat just because they don't like my face, sending me back to square 1 neetdom

 

[Mouthbreath]

Wtf did I just say bro?

1. I can't find any dealer because I'm autistic and high inhib as fuck
2. My brain is fucking damaged due to being isolated growing up because I'm so ugly and people didn't like me because of it, so I'll probably have a bad high and freak the fuck out

buy seeds online and grow plants yourself

 

[Deleted member 6512]

 

[Turtle]

buy seeds online and grow plants yourself

I have thought about that tbh, for some retarded reason weed seeds are perfectly legal and you can just get them from the clear net no problem, weird laws

 

[sensen]

There's no getting my shit together with my kind of face, female co-workers will get me fired in a heartbeat just because they don't like my face, sending me back to square 1 neetdom

I look like a fucking inbred anorexic retard. I know the feeling. But I'm working on getting my shit together. It would be pretty cool if you did too. Starting with eliminating alcohol. I know getting your shit together and being confident and happy sounds impossible, but it's not. As long as you're not literally bottom 5% ugly as fuck.

 

[wasted]

read my title

 

[ShineBright]

REJECT DEGENERATE WEED
REJECT ESTROGEN-RICH BOOZE

EMBRACE THE THIRD OPTION

Spoiler

proven to raise testosterone by around 15% in men.

Cigarette smoking has a positive and independent effect on testosterone levels - PubMed

Previous studies have suggested that testosterone levels are linked to a variety of diseases, such as cardiovascular disease, type-2 diabetes, the metabolic syndrome, erectile dysfunction, depression, stroke and osteoporosis. Since cigarette smoking is a major health problem and highly prevalent...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

 

[redhandsbluehands]

how about you actually fucking looksmax instead of asking stupid shit like this?
YES. YOU ARE SUBHUMAN
BUT YOU HAVE A GOOD BASE TO IMPROVE

 

[Deleted member 6573]

dude

1 10 10

 

[Mouthbreath]

REJECT DEGENERATE WEED
REJECT ESTROGEN-RICH BOOZE

EMBRACE THE THIRD OPTION

Spoiler

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proven to raise testosterone by around 15% in men.

Cigarette smoking has a positive and independent effect on testosterone levels - PubMed

Previous studies have suggested that testosterone levels are linked to a variety of diseases, such as cardiovascular disease, type-2 diabetes, the metabolic syndrome, erectile dysfunction, depression, stroke and osteoporosis. Since cigarette smoking is a major health problem and highly prevalent...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

nukes your collagen and not comparable to high quality weed at all

but yeah drugs are degenerate ngl

 

[ShineBright]

nukes your collagen and not comparable to high quality weed at all

but yeah drugs are degenerate ngl

Weed just slowly makes people lazy & retarded imo, both short term & long term.

Fuck cigs & all the added chemicals but good clean pipe tobacco is heavenly, nothing better to comfortably elevate the mind (inb4 amphetamines & hallucinogenics that turn your brain to mush in the long term)

 

[Turtle]

nukes your collagen and not comparable to high quality weed at all

but yeah drugs are degenerate ngl

I look like a fucking inbred anorexic retard. I know the feeling. But I'm working on getting my shit together. It would be pretty cool if you did too. Starting with eliminating alcohol. I know getting your shit together and being confident and happy sounds impossible, but it's not. As long as you're not literally bottom 5% ugly as fuck.

I'm starting to think I'm the bottom 5%

 

[tyronelite]

Wtf did I just say bro?

1. I can't find any dealer because I'm autistic and high inhib as fuck
2. My brain is fucking damaged due to being isolated growing up because I'm so ugly and people didn't like me because of it, so I'll probably have a bad high and freak the fuck out

Oh my b broski I only read the title lol

 

[sensen]

I'm starting to think I'm the bottom 5%

PM if you want complete honesty.