anarchyisdamian
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I have a skillset that I’m genuinely really fucking good at. I’ve been doing it since I was like 10, I’m extremely knowledgeable about basically every part of it, and I’ve actually had some success with it in the past back when I was way less developed, had shittier equipment, knew less, and was generally a much more retard 13yo
Now I’m older, significantly more competent, way more educated, way more refined, have better equipment, and basically have access to all the tools I’d need to actually do something serious with it. On paper, I have pretty much everything I need to succeed.
The problem is that I’m depressed and have absolutely zero fucking motivation to do anything.
The whole thing involves a lot of back n forth between my computer, cameras, files, software, research, organizing shit, rewatching shit, and generally doing a million tiny annoying tasks that individually arent hard but collectively make me want to launch myself into the sun. And I know I could probably make decent money from it, or at the very least build some actual success, get money, influence, bitches, whatever the fuck comes with winning.
But I simply do not want to do it and when i do do it i get distracted and my work method of doing it is so slow i cant keep pace
So I need help. Motivation hacks, systems, automation, outsourcing, psychological tricks, shortcuts, borderline unethical productivity bullshit I genuinely do not care. I’m willing to do basically anything short of committing an actual felony to get myself to consistently fucking do the thing. i am considering buying up a bunch of redbulls however i dont think coffeee will be enough
I already know I’m capable of it. That’s the frustrating part. I’m not sitting here lacking the skills or resources. I’m sitting here with the skills, resources, equipment, knowledge, and opportunity while my brain is going, “yeah, but what if we jerked off to sadie sink all day?”
I need to beat that.
Now I’m older, significantly more competent, way more educated, way more refined, have better equipment, and basically have access to all the tools I’d need to actually do something serious with it. On paper, I have pretty much everything I need to succeed.
The problem is that I’m depressed and have absolutely zero fucking motivation to do anything.
The whole thing involves a lot of back n forth between my computer, cameras, files, software, research, organizing shit, rewatching shit, and generally doing a million tiny annoying tasks that individually arent hard but collectively make me want to launch myself into the sun. And I know I could probably make decent money from it, or at the very least build some actual success, get money, influence, bitches, whatever the fuck comes with winning.
But I simply do not want to do it and when i do do it i get distracted and my work method of doing it is so slow i cant keep pace
So I need help. Motivation hacks, systems, automation, outsourcing, psychological tricks, shortcuts, borderline unethical productivity bullshit I genuinely do not care. I’m willing to do basically anything short of committing an actual felony to get myself to consistently fucking do the thing. i am considering buying up a bunch of redbulls however i dont think coffeee will be enough
I already know I’m capable of it. That’s the frustrating part. I’m not sitting here lacking the skills or resources. I’m sitting here with the skills, resources, equipment, knowledge, and opportunity while my brain is going, “yeah, but what if we jerked off to sadie sink all day?”
I need to beat that.
