How do I lose weight fast

[i blame genetics]

I’m fucking sick of being a disgusting fat sack of shit. I’ve tried lifting, I’ve tried caloric deficit, I’ve tried every fucking thing and nothing works. I’m still a bloated 5’11 203lb lardass who looks like a walking pillow. I’m trying to drop to 170 in 4 months. I don’t give a fuck if it’s unhealthy, I’m done being this invisible genetic trash. Being fat makes you a literal non-person. Girls look through me like I’m a ghost. People treat me like a joke. I’m so tired of existing in this worthless meat prison. I’m actually at my breaking point. If I can’t drop this disgusting fat I’m genuinely gonna rope. I can’t keep living as a fat failure.