I can't anymore. I think I will accept my fate and finish college (I'm first year when I should be 4) and LDAR in 9-5. I don't believe myself to be able to play catchup anymore. The difference has gotten too big.
I cope by having gave up already, socially isolating myself and refusing to take part in any social competition. The competition was rigged against me in the first place, so I don't even care about being behind anymore. I am physically present among normies since I have to work, but apart from that I am simply not there with them in any shape or form.
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