How I DEVOURED myself and became low inhib.

[popoff]

I would have never thought i would be writing this.

Throughout my whole life Ive always been high inhib. It has restricted me from living a normal life. Staying behind a nt mask my whole life got exhausting after a few years. But all of that would change a few days ago...

Throwback to a last monday. I was talking to one of my autistic friends about bullshit happening at our school. We talk a little longer until we reach the topic of death. I have no idea why this idea intrigued me as much as it did. It stuck with me after we hung up. I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts. The more i thought about it, the further my mind began to stray from my body. After taking a bunch of substances to cope with my soul crushing loneliness, I went into psychosis. (i wrote a thread shortly after recovery lol. should still be on my page) I was on the floor in my bedroom, just thinking. I haven't thought about our reality this hard in a while. My brain takes me back to the call with my friend, where we were discussing our social lives. To give some context, we are both neurodivergent. He is undiagnosed while I am, hence where i got the medication from. He has always lived with little to no inhib, which i admire a lot. As i go deeper in thought, I come to the realization that inhib is a state of mind. Your brain will see things the way you expect them. I always lived my life expecting judgement and resentment, which i saw in everyone. As soon as I remembered that none of this bullshit will matter and theyre views dont matter, my life changed. Now i have a mental switch for inhib its insane. i can flip this bitch on and off like a lightswitch.

I know it seems simple, but i seriously thought the whole "its just a mindset" this was cope until I went into psychosis. Im now proud to be living as a free man among a bunch of slaves.

My pro tip:
YOU HAVE TO DEVOUR YOURSELF. FORGET EVERYTHING AND FREE YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN MIND. HIGH INHIB INDIVIDUALS ARE KEPT IN A MENTAL PRISON AND YOU NEED TO TO BREAK OUT OF IT USING SUBSTANCES. YOU ARE ALONE AND NO ONE IS OUT THERE TO BREAK YOU OUT OF YOUR AUTISTIC SHELL.

Now I have to get my hands on some pregabalin to maximize the low inhib hypertrophy type shit.

aaaaand post!
@Bizygomatic

 

[BatemanNigga]

Ok

 

[Tesarossa]

Why are you gay?

 

[Bizygomatic]

I would have never thought i would be writing this.

Throughout my whole life Ive always been high inhib. It has restricted me from living a normal life. Staying behind a nt mask my whole life got exhausting after a few years. But all of that would change a few days ago...

Throwback to a last monday. I was talking to one of my autistic friends about bullshit happening at our school. We talk a little longer until we reach the topic of death. I have no idea why this idea intrigued me as much as it did. It stuck with me after we hung up. I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts. The more i thought about it, the further my mind began to stray from my body. After taking a bunch of substances to cope with my soul crushing loneliness, I went into psychosis. (i wrote a thread shortly after recovery lol. should still be on my page) I was on the floor in my bedroom, just thinking. I haven't thought about our reality this hard in a while. My brain takes me back to the call with my friend, where we were discussing our social lives. To give some context, we are both neurodivergent. He is undiagnosed while I am, hence where i got the medication from. He has always lived with little to no inhib, which i admire a lot. As i go deeper in thought, I come to the realization that inhib is a state of mind. Your brain will see things the way you expect them. I always lived my life expecting judgement and resentment, which i saw in everyone. As soon as I remembered that none of this bullshit will matter and theyre views dont matter, my life changed. Now i have a mental switch for inhib its insane. i can flip this bitch on and off like a lightswitch.

I know it seems simple, but i seriously thought the whole "its just a mindset" this was cope until I went into psychosis. Im now proud to be living as a free man among a bunch of slaves.

My pro tip:
YOU HAVE TO DEVOUR YOURSELF. FORGET EVERYTHING AND FREE YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN MIND. HIGH INHIB INDIVIDUALS ARE KEPT IN A MENTAL PRISON AND YOU NEED TO TO BREAK OUT OF IT USING SUBSTANCES. YOU ARE ALONE AND NO ONE IS OUT THERE TO BREAK YOU OUT OF YOUR AUTISTIC SHELL.

Now I have to get my hands on some pregabalin to maximize the low inhib hypertrophy type shit.

aaaaand post!
@Bizygomatic

Mirin, came a long way.
What substances/drugs did you use?

Why are you gay?

Why are you retarded

 

[Coolcatcastle]

dnr w effort

 

[Tesarossa]

Mirin, came a long way.
What substances/drugs did you use?

Why are you retarded

An upgrade to your boys thread

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-free-yourself-from-your-basement-dwelling-full-exposure-therapy-guide-how-i-went-from-a-incel-to-a-social-inhibition-slayer-megathread.2390715/

 

[ragingmanlet]

 

[popoff]

Why are you gay?

w jackass

 

[jnxy]

I would have never thought i would be writing this.

Throughout my whole life Ive always been high inhib. It has restricted me from living a normal life. Staying behind a nt mask my whole life got exhausting after a few years. But all of that would change a few days ago...

Throwback to a last monday. I was talking to one of my autistic friends about bullshit happening at our school. We talk a little longer until we reach the topic of death. I have no idea why this idea intrigued me as much as it did. It stuck with me after we hung up. I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts. The more i thought about it, the further my mind began to stray from my body. After taking a bunch of substances to cope with my soul crushing loneliness, I went into psychosis. (i wrote a thread shortly after recovery lol. should still be on my page) I was on the floor in my bedroom, just thinking. I haven't thought about our reality this hard in a while. My brain takes me back to the call with my friend, where we were discussing our social lives. To give some context, we are both neurodivergent. He is undiagnosed while I am, hence where i got the medication from. He has always lived with little to no inhib, which i admire a lot. As i go deeper in thought, I come to the realization that inhib is a state of mind. Your brain will see things the way you expect them. I always lived my life expecting judgement and resentment, which i saw in everyone. As soon as I remembered that none of this bullshit will matter and theyre views dont matter, my life changed. Now i have a mental switch for inhib its insane. i can flip this bitch on and off like a lightswitch.

I know it seems simple, but i seriously thought the whole "its just a mindset" this was cope until I went into psychosis. Im now proud to be living as a free man among a bunch of slaves.

My pro tip:
YOU HAVE TO DEVOUR YOURSELF. FORGET EVERYTHING AND FREE YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN MIND. HIGH INHIB INDIVIDUALS ARE KEPT IN A MENTAL PRISON AND YOU NEED TO TO BREAK OUT OF IT USING SUBSTANCES. YOU ARE ALONE AND NO ONE IS OUT THERE TO BREAK YOU OUT OF YOUR AUTISTIC SHELL.

Now I have to get my hands on some pregabalin to maximize the low inhib hypertrophy type shit.

aaaaand post!
@Bizygomatic

Tales lol. How your inhibition is perceived relies totally on your looks.

 

[Bizygomatic]

An upgrade to your boys thread

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-free-yourself-from-your-basement-dwelling-full-exposure-therapy-guide-how-i-went-from-a-incel-to-a-social-inhibition-slayer-megathread.2390715/

Oh, my bad. I did read that thread. It's an awesome one.

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[tax.]

Why are you gay?

My avi bro

 

[Tesarossa]

My avi bro

Mines in motion so your the copycat

 

[popoff]

Mirin, came a long way.
What substances/drugs did you use?

Why are you retarded

i popped 40 mgs of addy and 20 mgs of leftover focalin. also drank a lot. apparently i almost had a seizure but dnr sides boii.

 

[Bizygomatic]

Tales lol. How your inhibition is perceived relies totally on your looks.

Again, not true. Yk saying this also implies that taking drugs like benzos/pregab/propranolol won't reduce ur inhib... that's a pretty dumb thing to say.

 

[jnxy]

Again, not true. Yk saying this also implies that taking drugs like benzos/pregab/propranolol won't reduce ur inhib... that's a pretty dumb thing to say.

I clearly said „perceived“

 

[them streets b cold]

Great story

 

[popoff]

An upgrade to your boys thread

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-free-yourself-from-your-basement-dwelling-full-exposure-therapy-guide-how-i-went-from-a-incel-to-a-social-inhibition-slayer-megathread.2390715/

mines the tldr basically w thread tho

 

[Tesarossa]

mines the tldr basically w thread tho

 

[senron]

I would have never thought i would be writing this.

Throughout my whole life Ive always been high inhib. It has restricted me from living a normal life. Staying behind a nt mask my whole life got exhausting after a few years. But all of that would change a few days ago...

Throwback to a last monday. I was talking to one of my autistic friends about bullshit happening at our school. We talk a little longer until we reach the topic of death. I have no idea why this idea intrigued me as much as it did. It stuck with me after we hung up. I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts. The more i thought about it, the further my mind began to stray from my body. After taking a bunch of substances to cope with my soul crushing loneliness, I went into psychosis. (i wrote a thread shortly after recovery lol. should still be on my page) I was on the floor in my bedroom, just thinking. I haven't thought about our reality this hard in a while. My brain takes me back to the call with my friend, where we were discussing our social lives. To give some context, we are both neurodivergent. He is undiagnosed while I am, hence where i got the medication from. He has always lived with little to no inhib, which i admire a lot. As i go deeper in thought, I come to the realization that inhib is a state of mind. Your brain will see things the way you expect them. I always lived my life expecting judgement and resentment, which i saw in everyone. As soon as I remembered that none of this bullshit will matter and theyre views dont matter, my life changed. Now i have a mental switch for inhib its insane. i can flip this bitch on and off like a lightswitch.

I know it seems simple, but i seriously thought the whole "its just a mindset" this was cope until I went into psychosis. Im now proud to be living as a free man among a bunch of slaves.

My pro tip:
YOU HAVE TO DEVOUR YOURSELF. FORGET EVERYTHING AND FREE YOURSELF FROM YOUR OWN MIND. HIGH INHIB INDIVIDUALS ARE KEPT IN A MENTAL PRISON AND YOU NEED TO TO BREAK OUT OF IT USING SUBSTANCES. YOU ARE ALONE AND NO ONE IS OUT THERE TO BREAK YOU OUT OF YOUR AUTISTIC SHELL.

Now I have to get my hands on some pregabalin to maximize the low inhib hypertrophy type shit.

aaaaand post!
@Bizygomatic

Did Read. I mean high inhib was made to protect ourselves so that we can stay safe but yea, being a high inhib carries a lot of consequences because when you know resentment is actually really hard to forget

 

[Bizygomatic]

I clearly said „perceived“

That's true yet still, being low inhib is always almost certainly better than being high inhib.

 

[popoff]

Did Read. I mean high inhib was made to protect ourselves so that we can stay safe but yea, being a high inhib carries a lot of consequences because when you know resentment is actually really hard to forget

thats why you DEVOUR yourself

 

[7zyzz7]

I come to the realization that inhib is a state of mind.

your brief moment of enlightenment will vanish the second you start caring when someone makes a mean comment or face to you, and you snap out of your psychotic hypnosis you currently have going on. the only way to truely become low inhib without LOOKmaxxings is to meditate all day like buddhuist and become devoid of all attachment and desire. it will take HARD work. OR you can create a philisolophical framework to deal with mean faces and comments of other people OR you can do brutal exposure therapy reps.but there is no such thing as a eureka moment where you go from high to low inhib. i think you have just realized you have some level of control over your emotions when people dont respond to you the way you want them to.

 

[senron]

thats why you DEVOUR yourself

Bro now is not part of the exclusive high iq group

 

[popoff]

your brief moment of enlightenment will vanish the second you start caring when someone makes a mean comment or face to you, and you snap out of your psychotic hypnosis you currently have going on. the only way to truely become low inhib without LOOKmaxxings is to meditate all day like buddhuist and become devoid of all attachment and desire. it will take HARD work. OR you can create a philisolophical framework to deal with mean faces and comments of other people OR you can do brutal exposure therapy reps.but there is no such thing as a eureka moment where you go from high to low inhib. i think you have just realized you have some level of control over your emotions when people dont respond to you the way you want them to.

dnr them lol everyone is a jackass anyway and my opinion will always outweigh theirs

 

[popoff]

Bro now is not part of the exclusive high iq group

my iq is rising every passing day from nootropics

 

[senron]

my iq is rising every passing day from nootropics