Deeb227
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So i'm going to tell you this story when i was 9th grade which would be my first slay thread on this forum. I was already in a year and a half relationship. The foid i was with was my first ever slay. The time goes on up until i started realisin that she doesn't attract me that much physically and i was still with her only because i am used to being in this relationship. Keep in mind that bitch was cheating on me like crazy the first 3 months of the relationship with her guy friends which ruined my naive way of believing in love without me even realising it.
So one time i get to go to my first ever function. I was 15. (yes it's normal i am from a Balkan country). I used to train grappling and wrestling all while going to the gym at that time so i was pretty jacked for my age which made me look older in a very pleasant way. I had no before experience with alchochol up until this day so i was so nervous and excited at the same time. It all looked like it's about to be a great experience . ONE big problem THO ! For first time i was not only about to enter a club and drink but i was also surounded by a lot of nt experienced guys who had a great flow, great dance moves etc. All because they were the friends of that one friend of mine that aspired me to go with him. How did my at the time nd awkward inexpirienced guy manage to adapt ? I waited. I waited an hour or two so the guys get drunk enough and get randomly lost in the crowd here and there partying like crazy. At one point i stayed alone. Quickly i drank at once 2 glasses of whisky which was more than enough for my childish ass to get hammered. Everything was set up from here on. All those gym sessions, all those barbers schedules could come to play for first time so i can get my first slay at the club. Wasn't so long till i completely forgot i even had a gf. So i went to the crowd and started going crazy. Doing and saying random stupid shi i was actually attracting mtbs like crazy. At last, when i was too drunk to keep going i stopped for longer at like the 7th. I danced with her for like good 2 hours and all my high T ass cared about was touching that body. She even had to remind myself to kiss her lmfao. We started making out like crazy. We went to the toilet and she blowed it.
At the next day i told my gf i need some time for myself. Her female extra sense somehow realised there's another girl and started crying like crazy. I was so low on empathy i didn't gaf. So we decided to do 1 month of rest. During that time i started dating the other girl. We fucked a few times which made me realise it wasnt the fact sex is mid but instead my ex was. I was sure i was gonna continue my life with the club girl. But i cannot disappoint you with just a not so quick story about cheating and leaving. It's like i knew i was gonna be sitting at 4:00 am front of the PC and writing it down on a forum.
3 weeks into the relationship with the new gf i went to my ex's place to talk with her. Her parents were on holiday. We talked for hours and we shared a laugh. She asked me to stay at her place because she was too afraid to sleep alone. I fucked that bitch while being her ex while being in another relationship. For some reason that post break up fuck was so much better than any other i had with her. For some reason i saw way more humility and kindness in my ex's heart at that time so i left the party girl and went back to her. Eventually she broke up with me a year later and left me for some ugly skin head. This was 4 years ago. She still has no idea about the other girl. I don't think she ever will.
PS Back then i used lack empathy and morals like crazy up until she left me for another man which led me to having a crazy metamorphose. Don't get me wrong i still don't get bitches seriously due to other bad experiences i faced recently but at least i can be somewhat accountable about my mistakes and be able to tell it wasn't right to do all ts. Or maybe it was ? Maybe i was happier back then when i didn't gaf about how others feel. smh
So one time i get to go to my first ever function. I was 15. (yes it's normal i am from a Balkan country). I used to train grappling and wrestling all while going to the gym at that time so i was pretty jacked for my age which made me look older in a very pleasant way. I had no before experience with alchochol up until this day so i was so nervous and excited at the same time. It all looked like it's about to be a great experience . ONE big problem THO ! For first time i was not only about to enter a club and drink but i was also surounded by a lot of nt experienced guys who had a great flow, great dance moves etc. All because they were the friends of that one friend of mine that aspired me to go with him. How did my at the time nd awkward inexpirienced guy manage to adapt ? I waited. I waited an hour or two so the guys get drunk enough and get randomly lost in the crowd here and there partying like crazy. At one point i stayed alone. Quickly i drank at once 2 glasses of whisky which was more than enough for my childish ass to get hammered. Everything was set up from here on. All those gym sessions, all those barbers schedules could come to play for first time so i can get my first slay at the club. Wasn't so long till i completely forgot i even had a gf. So i went to the crowd and started going crazy. Doing and saying random stupid shi i was actually attracting mtbs like crazy. At last, when i was too drunk to keep going i stopped for longer at like the 7th. I danced with her for like good 2 hours and all my high T ass cared about was touching that body. She even had to remind myself to kiss her lmfao. We started making out like crazy. We went to the toilet and she blowed it.
At the next day i told my gf i need some time for myself. Her female extra sense somehow realised there's another girl and started crying like crazy. I was so low on empathy i didn't gaf. So we decided to do 1 month of rest. During that time i started dating the other girl. We fucked a few times which made me realise it wasnt the fact sex is mid but instead my ex was. I was sure i was gonna continue my life with the club girl. But i cannot disappoint you with just a not so quick story about cheating and leaving. It's like i knew i was gonna be sitting at 4:00 am front of the PC and writing it down on a forum.
3 weeks into the relationship with the new gf i went to my ex's place to talk with her. Her parents were on holiday. We talked for hours and we shared a laugh. She asked me to stay at her place because she was too afraid to sleep alone. I fucked that bitch while being her ex while being in another relationship. For some reason that post break up fuck was so much better than any other i had with her. For some reason i saw way more humility and kindness in my ex's heart at that time so i left the party girl and went back to her. Eventually she broke up with me a year later and left me for some ugly skin head. This was 4 years ago. She still has no idea about the other girl. I don't think she ever will.
PS Back then i used lack empathy and morals like crazy up until she left me for another man which led me to having a crazy metamorphose. Don't get me wrong i still don't get bitches seriously due to other bad experiences i faced recently but at least i can be somewhat accountable about my mistakes and be able to tell it wasn't right to do all ts. Or maybe it was ? Maybe i was happier back then when i didn't gaf about how others feel. smh
