theslayer.of.mumbai
Mog Hexum before I die
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I speak from experience when I say beating off ruins lives
From the age of 10 I have been consistently jerking everyday more or less.
I was introduced to pornographic content by my best friend, this event caused exponential spiraling in my life. I first noticed that I got used to my right hand so I had to switch to my left jflll
, this being the best and first impact.
From what I now understand but didn’t recognize at the time, I was going through gradual loss of motivation.
This stopped me from wanting to participate in social/athletic activities.
At this point I go through possibly the worst stage in my addiction, complete loss of physical sensation. My penis became like whipping a dead horse. And just became part of my daily routine, when I would enjoy it less and less every time.
My experiences with woman have been entirely ruined, I have 4 bodies and through every stage in my sexual experiences I have had to mentally disregard my death grip to pretend to enjoy my experience, the only way I can get feels from a bitch is by getting drunk out of my mind and pretending it’s Mia Khalifa. Every time I’ve gotten oral sex I can’t nut, fucking in the only way to do it, and i last around 2 hours
Even now I am yet to quit and get on the forum fresh off beats to my next crack because my hand is even better than these bitches (maybe a skill issue)
I have tried numerous times to quit yet they are all unsuccessful, regardless I live a pretty lit life. But if I could I would go back in time and take back what I’ve done.
Learn from my mistakes, if you are able to quit do it.
I’m currently in the process of quitting. I’m only 15 and this has had somewhat major affects on my ability to even get out of bed. NONETHELESS i live an amazing life and will soon fully recover as is possible for anyone else who shares my struggles.
Thank you for letting me vent
From the age of 10 I have been consistently jerking everyday more or less.
I was introduced to pornographic content by my best friend, this event caused exponential spiraling in my life. I first noticed that I got used to my right hand so I had to switch to my left jflll
From what I now understand but didn’t recognize at the time, I was going through gradual loss of motivation.
This stopped me from wanting to participate in social/athletic activities.
At this point I go through possibly the worst stage in my addiction, complete loss of physical sensation. My penis became like whipping a dead horse. And just became part of my daily routine, when I would enjoy it less and less every time.
My experiences with woman have been entirely ruined, I have 4 bodies and through every stage in my sexual experiences I have had to mentally disregard my death grip to pretend to enjoy my experience, the only way I can get feels from a bitch is by getting drunk out of my mind and pretending it’s Mia Khalifa. Every time I’ve gotten oral sex I can’t nut, fucking in the only way to do it, and i last around 2 hours
Even now I am yet to quit and get on the forum fresh off beats to my next crack because my hand is even better than these bitches (maybe a skill issue)
I have tried numerous times to quit yet they are all unsuccessful, regardless I live a pretty lit life. But if I could I would go back in time and take back what I’ve done.
Learn from my mistakes, if you are able to quit do it.
I’m currently in the process of quitting. I’m only 15 and this has had somewhat major affects on my ability to even get out of bed. NONETHELESS i live an amazing life and will soon fully recover as is possible for anyone else who shares my struggles.
Thank you for letting me vent


