How my insecurities stopped me from trying to become a teacher and how I overcame that

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

DNR you stinky dalit.

 

[RedDragonSlayer67]

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

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[sanguine]

are there any hot jbs in your classes?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

are there any hot jbs in your classes?

Ayo.

 

[aethel]

I would like you as my teacher

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I would like you as my teacher

Thank you bhaijaan! I would like you as my student.

 

[sanguine]

Ayo.

sus my bad bro

 

[kingofearth]

Nigga ramblings

Congratulations, also.

 

[Scars]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

i also hate seeing myself in photos/videos

hopefully i can overcome this too

 

[Big Boss]

Yer teacher is a mod on looksmax.org

 

[Big Boss]

Proud bhai, i am the same, maybe because ive always had alot of friends, doing things alone makes me self conscious but thats why im retard maxxing now, i reccomend it

 

[lowdimotrucel]

Dnr what school do u work at

 

[Mr. Squarepants]

Mirin hard

 

[PSL ACICS]

Dnr what school do u work at

That question is double-edged.

 

[PSL ACICS]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

I remember failing 8 out of 10 courses in 2023 due to absences because of my physical appearance. I remember showering in the mornings and still seeing my disgusting face. I hid in a closet so my mom wouldn't see me missing school for half a year.

 

[mobpsycho100]

why do you even want to be a teacher? to prey on the little girls? fuckin creep......

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

sus my bad bro

When I step into the classroom, I become asexual.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Nigga ramblings

Congratulations, also.

Thanks man!

 

[Van]

DNR you stinky dalit.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

i also hate seeing myself in photos/videos

hopefully i can overcome this too

You will! You should do things to get out of your comfort zone, just like I did!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Yer teacher is a mod on looksmax.org

I will LARP as a bluepilled normie IRL.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Proud bhai, i am the same, maybe because ive always had alot of friends, doing things alone makes me self conscious but thats why im retard maxxing now, i reccomend it

Indeed, I’m the same way. I can do things with friends but solo is different. I’ve never tried going to a restaurant by myself (at least in the Netherlands). I should try it.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Dnr what school do u work at

I don’t work, it’s an unpaid internship at a high school.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Mirin hard

Thanks spongebhai.

 

[letabund]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

congrats bro miring the proccess wish u luck in your career

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I remember failing 8 out of 10 courses in 2023 due to absences because of my physical appearance. I remember showering in the mornings and still seeing my disgusting face. I hid in a closet so my mom wouldn't see me missing school for half a year.

Why does this sound like a LARP?

 

[Van]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Why do you humiliate yourself so badly. Out of all career paths you chose the one that is most brutal to incels. All of us reminisce about the time in high school and how much we despised every second of it. Iont get it dawg

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

why do you even want to be a teacher? to prey on the little girls? fuckin creep......

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

congrats bro miring the proccess wish u luck in your career

Thank you!! I appreciate that.

 

[Lyndon]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Great story bhai.... inspirational
Hopefuel!!!!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Why do you humiliate yourself so badly. Out of all career paths you chose the one that is most brutal to incels. All of us reminisce about the time in high school and how much we despised every second of it. Iont get it dawg

I preferably want to work at colleges. I applied for another internship and this time, it will be a vocational school. But I enjoyed this stint at a high school as well (technically a middle school considering their ages, but in the Netherlands, high school starts in 7th grade and not 9th grade).

 

[anphamer]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Wow mirin overload, so touching…

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Great story bhai.... inspirational
Hopefuel!!!!

Thank you medbhai!!!!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Wow mirin overload, so touching…

Haha thank you bhai!

 

[LowTierBateman]

How do u act when ur teaching

 

[Lyndon]

Thank you medbhai!!!!

I'm glad you did it
Happy for you, truly

 

[JbwKlassik]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Good job bro genuinely mirin

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

How do u act when ur teaching

High inhib and low T.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I'm glad you did it
Happy for you, truly

My brother.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Good job bro genuinely mirin

Thank you!!

 

[LowTierBateman]

High inhib and low T.

bro if i was a teacher i would yell at all of them Lol

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

bro if i was a teacher i would yell at all of them Lol

Then you would not pass the teacher training program because you’d fail your internships if you did that.

 

[munnabhai]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

proud of u bhai

what show was it? magic mike in vegas?

 

[Big Boss]

Indeed, I’m the same way. I can do things with friends but solo is different. I’ve never tried going to a restaurant by myself (at least in the Netherlands). I should try it.

I wanna try that next. If u wanna start slow id recommend going to a cinema alone first, i did it and kinda got the ball rolling to not gaf

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

proud of u bhai

what show was it? magic mike in vegas?

Hahahah. Nah it was a k-pop show. Imagine being the only brown guy there. Everyone else was in groups, I was the only person there who was alone.

 

[blinkers]

idk why but i thought the whole teacher thing was a joke but glad u overcame it

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I wanna try that next. If u wanna start slow id recommend going to a cinema alone first, i did it and kinda got the ball rolling to not gaf

That’s a good one! I did that twice to watch The Brutalist. I was the only brown guy there. Lol. I’ve also been to a metalcore show by myself.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

idk why but i thought the whole teacher thing was a joke but glad u overcame it

Hahahah why would I joke about that? But thanks man!