How my insecurities stopped me from trying to become a teacher and how I overcame that

[blinkers]

Hahahah why would I joke about that? But thanks man!

imagine catching ur student on org and then telling him u status mog him on org

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

imagine catching ur student on org and then telling him u status mog him on org

I would not reveal that. I would LARP as a bluepilled normie cuck.

 

[munnabhai]

Hahahah. Nah it was a k-pop show. Imagine being the only brown guy there. Everyone else was in groups, I was the only person there who was alone.

brutal nigga

 

[Big Boss]

That’s a good one! I did that twice to watch The Brutalist. I was the only brown guy there. Lol. I’ve also been to a metalcore show by myself.

Are u a movie guy? I know that won best picture. Have u seen project hail mary or obsession this year, really good. Im a massive movie guy. Also i didnt know u were brown, what ethnicity are u?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

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brutal nigga

You have to really get out of your comfort zone to do that. Actually, 90-95% of the attendees were white MTB JBs. Some HTBs as well. I saw some Asians, Indians and black girls too. Even a MENA hijabi. But by far, most were white.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Are u a movie guy? I know that won best picture. Have u seen project hail mary or obsession this year, really good. Im a massive movie guy. Also i didnt know u were brown, what ethnicity are u?

I am not really a movie connoisseur but I do enjoy some. I actually just watched it for Adrien Brody before it won any Oscars. I haven’t seen both movies. And yes, my family is from Pakistan. Where are you from?

 

[munnabhai]

You have to really get out of your comfort zone to do that. Actually, 90-95% of the attendees were white MTB JBs. Some HTBs as well. I saw some Asians, Indians and black girls too. Even a MENA hijabi. But by far, most were white.

mirin honestly better chance of me curing cancer than getting the balls to do some shit like that.

must of been a moment being in a sea of waifus

 

[Big Boss]

I am not really a movie connoisseur but I do enjoy some. I actually just watched it for Adrien Brody before it won any Oscars.

Ah i see, i only know him from the pianist where hes a jew unfortunately

I haven’t seen both movies. And yes, my family is from Pakistan. Where are you from?

I highly recommend them if ur bored, well it depends on what kind of movies u like but imo they live up to the hype. Im from the UK mate im a proper geezer

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

mirin honestly better chance of me curing cancer than getting the balls to do some shit like that.

must of been a moment being in a sea of waifus

It was a really unique experience. It was so brootal to see all the JBs going wild for the k-pop idol. Wherever he would walk on the platform, girls would scream and run towards that direction to get the best view of him. I gotta say, he was incredibly talented. It also made me realize how exhausting it had to be. There were barely any waifus but he did have back-up dancers who were waifus. When I went to my second k-pop show, I expected something grandiose like that as well, but it was different. No back-up dancers, just the singer. He showcased excellent athletic abilities that blowed even the minds of the white security guards working there. He threw items with such ease tens of feet across the room, I bet he played baseball or something because there’s no way an untrained guy can do that, and you know how Koreans love imitating white people with their sports and stuff.

 

[Big Boss]

You have to really get out of your comfort zone to do that. Actually, 90-95% of the attendees were white MTB JBs. Some HTBs as well. I saw some Asians, Indians and black girls too. Even a MENA hijabi. But by far, most were white.

Wow if it was kpop id expect them all to be asian lmao. Actually tbf white jbs love korean fem boys like the niggas from stray kids. I used to lowkey watch itzy vids cos yeji was cute

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Ah i see, i only know him from the pianist where hes a jew unfortunately

I highly recommend them if ur bored, well it depends on what kind of movies u like but imo they live up to the hype. Im from the UK mate im a proper geezer

Hahah yeah, it earned him his first Oscar. He is still the youngest male actor to have won it. Timothee Charlamet was close to dethroning him but then Adrien Brody won his second Oscar. Just be Jew is real.

Sure, I can watch them. Currently busy with university, but once I’m free, towards the end of June, I will. Just make sure to remind me!

Also, you’re from the UK? Native white guy? If so, I apologize for the shit “my people” cause over there.

 

[cigcel]

Nice man! Good job

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Wow if it was kpop id expect them all to be asian lmao. Actually tbf white jbs love korean fem boys like the niggas from stray kids. I used to lowkey watch itzy vids cos yeji was cute

Goddamn bhai, you keep surprising me! Ahaha yeah, these folks on .org convinced me that k-pop fans were femcels so I really believed that, and once I got there I realized just how fucking wrong those coping niggas were. I felt betrayed. I was the only femcel there (not a foid, but you get my point). Stray Kids I don’t listen to much but I did like one of their songs. It was relatable. Something about being alone or feeling lonely. I wasn’t expecting so many white girls, I thought it was gonna be lots of Asian girls and brown girls. A lot of South Asian foids are into k-pop as well. Brootal.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Nice man! Good job

Thanks cigcel!!

 

[L1mbal]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Nice

 

[Big Boss]

Hahah yeah, it earned him his first Oscar. He is still the youngest male actor to have won it. Timothee Charlamet was close to dethroning him but then Adrien Brody won his second Oscar. Just be Jew is real.

just be jew, yeah me and my sibling were talking about how timothee kinda threw it away by being retarded and insulting other forms of media like ballet

Sure, I can watch them. Currently busy with university, but once I’m free, towards the end of June, I will. Just make sure to remind me!

I shall, hopefully i remember too lool, i have a letterboxd account with 400-500 movies that my friends just use by putting it in my rating highest to lowest order and they pick movies from there

Also, you’re from the UK? Native white guy? If so, I apologize for the shit “my people” cause over there.

Its media propaganda, the jews want to use the most powerful motivatir, hate, to turn minorities against each other to distract us from the real enemy which is the rich. In my area both black South asians and east asians are so assimilated i genuinely forgot race existed growing up.

Goddamn bhai, you keep surprising me! Ahaha yeah, these folks on .org convinced me that k-pop fans were femcels so I really believed that, and once I got there I realized just how fucking wrong those coping niggas were. I felt betrayed. I was the only femcel there (not a foid, but you get my point). Stray Kids I don’t listen to much but I did like one of their songs. It was relatable. Something about being alone or feeling lonely. I wasn’t expecting so many white girls, I thought it was gonna be lots of Asian girls and brown girls. A lot of South Asian foids are into k-pop as well. Brootal.

My nigga i still have a massive kpop playlist from 2023 but i havent touched in in so long, i think if i listen now i will get nostalgia, if ur ever curious i can easily share it on yt playlist. Stray kids i only like one of their songs, which is called “gods menu” or something. Yeah jbs of all ethnicities like koreans but same i thought kpop was gay and i cant remember how i got into it but i was way too embarrassed to ever admit i liked kpop cos of the bad reputation it has. Its kinda designed to rape ur dopamine cos of all the flashing colours and parasocial elements. There are definitely femcels but also alot of normies like me. My favourite song was always anti fragile by le sserifim (idek how to say it i havent talked abt kpop in years) this is giving me memories tho cos i havent touched it in so long imma listen to anti fragile again. Which band was it that u attended irl? Are u very into kpop or just kinda normie like me

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Nice

Thanks grjr bhai!

 

[L1mbal]

Thanks grjr bhai!

Cant even hate on this, such a nice thresd

 

[savage21]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

Next step is to link up with the female English teacher

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

just be jew, yeah me and my sibling were talking about how timothee kinda threw it away by being retarded and insulting other forms of media like ballet

I shall, hopefully i remember too lool, i have a letterboxd account with 400-500 movies that my friends just use by putting it in my rating highest to lowest order and they pick movies from there

Its media propaganda, the jews want to use the most powerful motivatir, hate, to turn minorities against each other to distract us from the real enemy which is the rich. In my area both black South asians and east asians are so assimilated i genuinely forgot race existed growing up.

My nigga i still have a massive kpop playlist from 2023 but i havent touched in in so long, i think if i listen now i will get nostalgia, if ur ever curious i can easily share it on yt playlist. Stray kids i only like one of their songs, which is called “gods menu” or something. Yeah jbs of all ethnicities like koreans but same i thought kpop was gay and i cant remember how i got into it but i was way too embarrassed to ever admit i liked kpop cos of the bad reputation it has. Its kinda designed to rape ur dopamine cos of all the flashing colours and parasocial elements. There are definitely femcels but also alot of normies like me. My favourite song was always anti fragile by le sserifim (idek how to say it i havent talked abt kpop in years) this is giving me memories tho cos i havent touched it in so long imma listen to anti fragile again. Which band was it that u attended irl? Are u very into kpop or just kinda normie like me

Just be Jew is real! He played a Jew in both movies and he won Oscars from both movies! You can’t lose as a Jew. Anyway, mirin. And yeah, those in control are rich but us common citizens can’t do anything about that, it’s too brootal. You’re either in it or you’re out, and most are out. That said, mirin hard! Didn’t know you liked k-pop. And you’re so right about k-pop attracting JBs from all ethnicities. I’ve even seen religious girls who were practicing being into k-pop, and they wore the hijab and all that jazz. It’s been very eye-opening to me. I never thought k-pop was gay but I did think the fanbase was incredibly cringe because they were all over Twitter and they were just annoying as hell, just turned me away from it completely. But I’m really glad that I got into it later on since they’ve produced so much great music, no wonder this stuff’s popular with the JBs, it’s catchy as hell. I mainly listen to boy groups. And sure thing, send me the playlist! I don’t know if you know the idols I’ve seen, but if they’re in the playlist, I’ll let you know. Considering that my Spotify’s Liked Songs playlist has almost 6K songs, with most being Korean and Japanese, I’d say I’m really into it. And why shouldn’t I be? It’s a lot more meaningful. They have great lyrics with deeper meaning, it’s not goyslop for the ears like western music is. I don’t listen to girl groups much but I do have female k-pop/j-pop idols in my playlist so there’s that. I’ll give the songs you mentioned a try.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Cant even hate on this, such a nice thresd

Thanks!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Next step is to link up with the female English teacher

Ahahah they don’t wanna date their ugly coworker.

 

[L1mbal]

Just be Jew is real! He played a Jew in both movies and he won Oscars from both movies! You can’t lose as a Jew. Anyway, mirin, I have Letterboxd as well! My

Edit that out, people can social engineer to letterbox's customer service and get your dox.

Edit it out immediately

 

[stelynvx]

What do you teach?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Edit that out, people can social engineer to letterbox's customer service and get your dox.

Edit it out immediately

Okay bhai! Thanks for the heads up.

 

[L1mbal]

Okay bhai! Thanks for the heads up.

 

[Banana ★ 🍌]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

What if instead of high school it was “.org school”

And the principal was (ã)masterand the teatchers are (ã)gengar

and instead of studying history we studied the “best of the best” threads

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

What do you teach?

English! But I’m not a licensed teacher yet as you can see. I have to complete the entire teacher-training program which is very excessive. You need to pass everything in order to become a licensed teacher. We work with ECs here, which stands for “European Credits,” and one EC is equal to 28 hours of study time. There are 240 ECs in total, so 6,720 hours of study time.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

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Why are you up so early?

 

[Iblamehades]

I tried to become a teacher before, but I would drop out. During the teacher-training program, one of the requirements was having to film yourself for assignments.

That absolutely terrified me, because I’m hideous and didn’t want to film myself. I spent years NEETing and trying other majors, but none of them worked out.

In order to achieve what I wanted, I decided I should overcome my insecurities. I was determined to get out of my comfort zone.

I did so by buying tickets for a show in a different country. I went there all by myself. I knew I would stick out like sore thumb, and I absolutely did. These things terrified me too, but I just had to do it. All this to mentally prepare myself for my upcoming study — the teacher-training program.

And it worked! Since then, I’ve filmed myself for assignments, I’ve seen my ugly mug more than once, I’ve seen myself speak which I thought was cringe. I’ve also heard myself speak in recordings which I also abhorred. But it wasn’t for nothing, I passed all these assignments! Some I had to resubmit, and I was forced to see my ugly mug and hear myself speak even more. But eventually, I passed it as well.

I still have to film myself for many more future assignments, but I no longer will be too uncomfortable to do it.

One step at a time, but I’m getting where I need to be!

just be med theory

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

What if instead of high school it was “.org school”

And the principal was (ã)masterand the teatchers are (ã)gengar

and instead of studying history we studied the “best of the best” threads

I would be the worst teacher then because I’m forgetful.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

just be med theory

Mirin correlation.

 

[stelynvx]

English! But I’m not a licensed teacher yet as you can see. I have to complete the entire teacher-training program which is very excessive. You need to pass everything in order to become a licensed teacher. We work with ECs here, which stands for “European Credits,” and one EC is equal to 28 hours of study time. There are 240 ECs in total, so 6,720 hours of study time.

Woww very impressive

 

[L1mbal]

Why are you up so early?

Nightmare and panic attack, basically ghosts + my dead grandpa came in my dream so I woke the fuck up

 

[Iblamehades]

Mirin correlation.

(didnt read nun )

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Woww very impressive

It’s a lot of work. Some people do a fast-track route that takes 2,5 years, but I don’t know how they manage that on top of having a job as well. I could never.

 

[L1mbal]

What if instead of high school it was “.org school”

And the principal was (ã)masterand the teatchers are (ã)gengar

and instead of studying history we studied the “best of the best” threads

Abo would be the bully group in school and itzyaboyjj would be the leader

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Nightmare and panic attack, basically ghosts + my dead grandpa came in my dream so I woke the fuck up

Damn, man.. I hope you feel better soon! Maybe you should visit a doctor for your insomnia.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

(didnt read nun )

Bhenchod.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Abo would be the bully group in school and itzyaboyjj would be the leader

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WTF.

 

[Iblamehades]

Bhenchod.

actually there is correlation
If you were a med back in the roman empire youd be able to become a teacher

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

actually there is correlation
If you were a med back in the roman empire youd be able to become a teacher

Mirin creative thinking. A+ from me!

 

[Iblamehades]

Mirin creative thinking. A+ from me!

anytime boss

 

[L1mbal]

WTF.

Nah im just kidding, Abo is a chill group, ask @Quncho about it too

 

[inyerta]

Abo would be the bully group in school and itzyaboyjj would be the leader

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Zoomers need to have their internet access taken away

 

[L1mbal]

Zoomers need to have their internet access taken away

Shut the fuck up retarded random turkish shitstain, I mog you and accept the fact that you never will be white, youre a turkroach and abo owns you, jump off the bridge and die, fucking retard.

@mohito @Wuzzdio @Gengar’s Ghost @Kira

 

[Wuzzdio]

Shut the fuck up retarded random turkish shitstain, I mog you and accept the fact that you never will be white, youre a turkroach and abo owns you, jump off the bridge and die, fucking retard.

@mohito @Wuzzdio @Gengar’s Ghost @Kira

Make the font size 18

 

[L1mbal]

Nah im just kidding, Abo is a chill group, ask @Quncho about it too

Oh no what happened to quncho bhai @Gengar’s Ghost

 

[Co-op]

Shut the fuck up retarded random turkish shitstain, I mog you and accept the fact that you never will be white, youre a turkroach and abo owns you, jump off the bridge and die, fucking retard.

@mohito @Wuzzdio @Gengar’s Ghost @Kira

Me reading this as a turkish shit skin imported to africa

 

[L1mbal]

Reading this as a turkish shit skin imported to africa
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Nah its fine but @inyerta 's whole posting history is about how white people are superior to pakistanis and indians while he himself is a turkish and as @mohito said previously, I probably look whiter than him too while I dont claim white, which is ironic.

@Gengar’s Ghost