How often do you guys think about bp

[Prøphet]

I’m in way too fucking deep ngl, it’s probably the #1 thing on my mind at all times no exaggeration, I can’t get over how aesthetics dictate quite literally everything about our existence, I think I latch onto it so hard because of all the lies I was told by society and my parents as a kid, now that I know the truth I literally cant let go and am obsessed with it, to the point it has turned me into an utter shell of myself, to see how fucked up every aspect of my life and childhood was just because of my DNA, to see all the genetic injustice propagated by the blind and ignorant, I honestly wish I didn’t know about this anymore. I feel no joy from anything anymore and spend most of my time in useless escapism and distraction. I think learning the truth about why everything in my life went so wrong destroyed my mind and turned me into even worse of a fatalistic coward. I’m only 18 but I’m already just mourning what my life could’ve been if a different sperm had entered the egg. I was set up to fail because of my faulty neurocircuitry, deformed eyes, deformed jaw, ugly face, etc etc. the source of all those shortcomings I thought I could control were really just structural and unchangeable genetic flaws. I can’t stand it and I’ve lost my will to even try. At this point I can’t even muster the energy to put on the mask and pretend I’m fine. Does anyone else feel the same, how do you cope with it?

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

Rarely, cause why would i?

 

[Prøphet]

Rarely, cause why would i?

You shouldn’t, it will only hinder you and cause suffering, and I know this, yet I still can’t stop thinking about it and torturing myself.

 

[Aether_]

I’m in way too fucking deep ngl, it’s probably the #1 thing on my mind at all times no exaggeration, I can’t get over how aesthetics dictate quite literally everything about our existence, I think I latch onto it so hard because of all the lies I was told by society and my parents as a kid, now that I know the truth I literally cant let go and am obsessed with it, to the point it has turned me into an utter shell of myself, to see how fucked up every aspect of my life and childhood was just because of my DNA, to see all the genetic injustice propagated by the blind and ignorant, I honestly wish I didn’t know about this anymore. I feel no joy from anything anymore and spend most of my time in useless escapism and distraction. I think learning the truth about why everything in my life went so wrong destroyed my mind and turned me into even worse of a fatalistic coward. I’m only 18 but I’m already just mourning what my life could’ve been if a different sperm had entered the egg. I was set up to fail because of my faulty neurocircuitry, deformed eyes, deformed jaw, ugly face, etc etc. the source of all those shortcomings I thought I could control were really just structural and unchangeable genetic flaws. I can’t stand it and I’ve lost my will to even try. At this point I can’t even muster the energy to put on the mask and pretend I’m fine. Does anyone else feel the same, how do you cope with it?

First time someone really understand what black pill is not like those retards on tiktok confusing it with loosmaxing or lookism.
I personally cope by getting a haircut and then gaslighting myself into believing that it changed so much and then I try to redpill myself in some way

 

[Whatever]

I'd say I think through it more than I think about it. And it's constant, getting into PSL was probably the biggest paradigm shift of my life. Every new person I come across, looking at their jaw angles, eye area, etc. Understanding people's life experiences and perspectives based on their looks level, although I'm not a looks reductionist. On a bad day all I can think about is how much I want surgery, hating myself for not getting it already, what could've been, what could still be, etc.

 

[Prøphet]

I'd say I think through it more than I think about it. And it's constant, getting into PSL was probably the biggest paradigm shift of my life. Every new person I come across, looking at their jaw angles, eye area, etc. Understanding people's life experiences and perspectives based on their looks level, although I'm not a looks reductionist. On a bad day all I can think about is how much I want surgery, hating myself for not getting it already, what could've been, what could still be, etc.

Holy, so real

 

[quan1]

only when going outside and analysing people

 

[haryanvi_incel]

only when going outside and analysing people

will you analysze me in pms

 

[quan1]

will you analysze me in pms

is that you in ur pfp?

 

[haryanvi_incel]

is that you in ur pfp?

yes i am a north indian JAAT + BRAHMIN hybrid bull

 

[quan1]

yes i am a north indian JAAT + BRAHMIN hybrid bull

ask in ratings

 

[haryanvi_incel]

ask in ratings

i feel gay

 

[quan1]

i feel gay

its completely normal nigga what

 

[soulless_npc]

I think about it as often as I think about sex which is pretty often, because I'm only reminded of the reasons why I cant get sex

Or whenever I have memories of girls either rejecting me or mocking me

Or when I see couples together I'm always analyzing the guy and trying to see what his angle is and concluding it's because he looks good, is dark triad, has money, has status or some combination of shit

You recognize the patterns

 

[iblamexyz]

Rarely, cause why would i?

Fakecel

 

[HtnceI]

Pretty damn often