BronzeSpartan2
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I’m an average looking guy but Indian, 5’10 and lowkey autistic. I get nothing but girls who are below my league and even they reject me 99% of the time. I am so tired of this. I’m tired of having no friends due to my social anxiety. If only I looked better than I do now. I try so hard to socialise but my autism and retarded appearance nerfs me so badly.
Luckily, I’m decently intelligent and come from an upper middle class family. I don’t say that to flex but I have a way out. I go to a top university in the UK (think Imperial, Oxbridge, LSE, UCL) and I’m going to try work so fucking hard and get a job as an investment banker. Then i’m going to wage slave until I finally have enough for my surgery. This seems straightforward but unfortunately I need some quite invasive surgeries if I am going to be above average looking (I also plan on getting LL at some point). Also getting a job as an investment banker is so hard due to the insane amount of competition and AI is making it even harder.
My mental health has gone down the fucking drain because of how lonely, autistic, short and also how I will never find love. Does anyone have any actually healthy coping mechanisms to get through this period of my life (probably 7 years)
Luckily, I’m decently intelligent and come from an upper middle class family. I don’t say that to flex but I have a way out. I go to a top university in the UK (think Imperial, Oxbridge, LSE, UCL) and I’m going to try work so fucking hard and get a job as an investment banker. Then i’m going to wage slave until I finally have enough for my surgery. This seems straightforward but unfortunately I need some quite invasive surgeries if I am going to be above average looking (I also plan on getting LL at some point). Also getting a job as an investment banker is so hard due to the insane amount of competition and AI is making it even harder.
My mental health has gone down the fucking drain because of how lonely, autistic, short and also how I will never find love. Does anyone have any actually healthy coping mechanisms to get through this period of my life (probably 7 years)