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I’m 19 and come from a well-off family but the only things that seem to make me happy are drinking or food, or getting attention from foids.
Maybe “depressed” is the wrong word actually, it’s more like anhedonia? I try not to put labels on these feelings and just move on but it doesn’t change the fact, point is I find it very hard to accept myself because I feel personally responsible, like it’s entirely my fault I feel this way.
At the same time, I don’t know what an “ideal” life would even like look not whether it even exists at all. It’s like there’s a hole in my soul, like all emotions feel distant and numbed.
The easy solution here seems to be to looksmax and slay some foids, but I also intuitively know that as convincing as this might seem, the root problem is always gonna be there.
I’m a genuine white MTN btw, gonna start uni soon.
Maybe “depressed” is the wrong word actually, it’s more like anhedonia? I try not to put labels on these feelings and just move on but it doesn’t change the fact, point is I find it very hard to accept myself because I feel personally responsible, like it’s entirely my fault I feel this way.
At the same time, I don’t know what an “ideal” life would even like look not whether it even exists at all. It’s like there’s a hole in my soul, like all emotions feel distant and numbed.
The easy solution here seems to be to looksmax and slay some foids, but I also intuitively know that as convincing as this might seem, the root problem is always gonna be there.
I’m a genuine white MTN btw, gonna start uni soon.
