Curry Suicide
Satanic Truecel
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When I'm on the bus/ train I absolutely cannot look down and go on my phone, my submental area literally goes into my neck if I do, my entire mandible literally disappears(I reflected my iPad in a mirror while mimicking looking down on phone position and it was brutal)
I try to angle myself like this
I tense my neck, suck in my cheeks, jaw jut, squint very slightly, and since I usually sit by a window I tilt my head slightly toward the window to enhance my underdeveloped mandible and hope to Gandy that passerby will just see a regular subhuman and not whatever the fuck I descended into.
While not sitting down, when walking past someone or standing still I try to mimick this
I would tilt my head upwards while doing everything I would do while sitting down but tense my neck twice as hard and try to stretch out my neck to compensate for my subhuman height.
While maintaining this posture I would occasionally catch a glimpse of my reflection from a window and how thin my neck looks, weak my chin is, how round head looks, how disgusting I look, how bad my proportions are.....
from dream I have awoken, amidst the eternal night I have wandered, from Opry lord of light to a lonesome soul destined to tread the abyss endlessly
When time ticks it's last, when eternity passes, I will return to the cradle of heaven, the island of Avalon , a dream that reality cannot shatter, the oasis of my salvation from this scorch of hell, until then I am fated to wander, until then I am just a dream
O'Lord, fate has been too cruel
I try to angle myself like this
I tense my neck, suck in my cheeks, jaw jut, squint very slightly, and since I usually sit by a window I tilt my head slightly toward the window to enhance my underdeveloped mandible and hope to Gandy that passerby will just see a regular subhuman and not whatever the fuck I descended into.
While not sitting down, when walking past someone or standing still I try to mimick this
I would tilt my head upwards while doing everything I would do while sitting down but tense my neck twice as hard and try to stretch out my neck to compensate for my subhuman height.
While maintaining this posture I would occasionally catch a glimpse of my reflection from a window and how thin my neck looks, weak my chin is, how round head looks, how disgusting I look, how bad my proportions are.....
from dream I have awoken, amidst the eternal night I have wandered, from Opry lord of light to a lonesome soul destined to tread the abyss endlessly
When time ticks it's last, when eternity passes, I will return to the cradle of heaven, the island of Avalon , a dream that reality cannot shatter, the oasis of my salvation from this scorch of hell, until then I am fated to wander, until then I am just a dream
O'Lord, fate has been too cruel