How to cope with ADDA

[RopeAndRot]

So recently I found out ADD runs in my family and turns out i was unlucky to be born w the shit I was always failing in school because I was always day dreaming and the only times I paid attention was when I wanted to for a topic that interested me, I’m scared to be put on meds because of all the controversy of feeling like a robot or depressed idk if it’s cope but lowk might talk to my mom about getting me on them to test it but if I don’t like that feeling what are ways to cope with the bs thoughts and urges I get?

 

[Stalker]

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[theonlytallirish]

nigga add isnt even a psychological term anymore

just get an addy perscription

 

[RopeAndRot]

nigga add isnt even a psychological term anymore

just get an addy perscription

Can’t nigga my moms weird she thinks it’s cope bullshit and without shit like nic I feel mentally drained and rn I’m off za week clean and the insomnia is so weird im up for 2 days then sleep for 7 hours then up another 2

 

[RopeAndRot]

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[theonlytallirish]

Can’t nigga my moms weird she thinks it’s cope bullshit and without shit like nic I feel mentally drained and rn I’m off za week clean and the insomnia is so weird im up for 2 days then sleep for 7 hours then up another 2

holy shit i hope she didnt pass her iq to you

how can a medicine used for decades and also abused by tweakers who dont even need it be cope lmfao

 

[RopeAndRot]

holy shit i hope she didnt pass her iq to you

how can a medicine used for decades and also abused by tweakers who dont even need it be cope lmfao

Because she’s a narcissist nigga not everything is fucking sunshine and rainbows for every kid like me and no the iq didn’t pass over I got my dads iq and looks thank fucking god can’t stand that bitch sometimes bro once I’m able to move out I’m gone and when I can get in the prescription I’m going to, I made that threat to see what are ways to cope w these fuckass things I do that I can’t control and that are impulsive like the small shit like forgetting no matter how hard I try I forget no matter how hard I try to go to the gym I have to chug 500mg caffeine some days nothing feels pleasuring anymore to me besides sex gym sometimes and money, for starters im a broke nigga for rn I haven’t been seeing my girl because work n her school and the gym is 50:50 because I hate going alone I like having company at the gym to make my shit more fun yeah I can go to lift get that pump but it’s boring just going without my little twink if a friend who literally rage baits and trolls with me while lifting and making jokes and shit if you got a plug for that shit send it my way I alr got my next vial of 250test on the way I can afford smt else if it’s cheap enough

 

[RopeAndRot]

holy shit i hope she didnt pass her iq to you

how can a medicine used for decades and also abused by tweakers who dont even need it be cope lmfao

And yes add is still an active term tf you mean, has your parents passed you the low iq?

 

[theonlytallirish]

And yes add is still an active term tf you mean, has your parents passed you the low iq?

adhd is usually the overarching term i dont think its in the newest dsms

 

[RopeAndRot]

Can’t nigga my moms weird she thinks it’s cope bullshit and without shit like nic I feel mentally drained and rn I’m off za week clean and the insomnia is so weird im up for 2 days then sleep for 7 hours then up another 2

Ok last reply and I’m not replying again unless you use that little iq you have, the modern term ADD is used to describe the inattentive type of adhd, I have no energy to do shit unless I have dopamine and addy isn’t an option due to a narcissist mother who was told by her non adhd mother she didn’t need it so now that NARCISSISTIC trait is passed down to my fucking mom, add is a mental disorder I can’t just change how my brain works without medication even if I convinced her she’d lie her ass off and postpone the appointments that’s why I’m looking for a cope

 

[theonlytallirish]

Because she’s a narcissist nigga not everything is fucking sunshine and rainbows for every kid like me and no the iq didn’t pass over I got my dads iq and looks thank fucking god can’t stand that bitch sometimes bro once I’m able to move out I’m gone and when I can get in the prescription I’m going to, I made that threat to see what are ways to cope w these fuckass things I do that I can’t control and that are impulsive like the small shit like forgetting no matter how hard I try I forget no matter how hard I try to go to the gym I have to chug 500mg caffeine some days nothing feels pleasuring anymore to me besides sex gym sometimes and money, for starters im a broke nigga for rn I haven’t been seeing my girl because work n her school and the gym is 50:50 because I hate going alone I like having company at the gym to make my shit more fun yeah I can go to lift get that pump but it’s boring just going without my little twink if a friend who literally rage baits and trolls with me while lifting and making jokes and shit if you got a plug for that shit send it my way I alr got my next vial of 250test on the way I can afford smt else if it’s cheap enough

 

[RopeAndRot]

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Yes bro it is I was born without a tooth that caused my jaw to recess my mom is an iqlet narcissist and I’m working a nine to five to help out w bills till my family fixes financial problems I legit had to postpone college for this bs

 

[RopeAndRot]

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Also sorry for coming off as mean stopped the za and with the insomnia lately I’ve been a huge dick head to people and that’s another thing I’ve built so much resentment for humans in general since a kid where I noticed I was treated bad because looks I legit ascenddd in 7th grade a found out about the halo effect when a bitch approached me

 

[theonlytallirish]

Yes bro it is I was born without a tooth that caused my jaw to recess my mom is an iqlet narcissist and I’m working a nine to five to help out w bills till my family fixes financial problems I legit had to postpone college for this bs

why would you want to help her financially

what is your gpa andor likelyness to get into a decent collage

 

[RopeAndRot]

why would you want to help her financially

what is your gpa andor likelyness to get into a decent collage

That’s the thing I’m a early graduate I graduated in 9th and my family is in poverty I love my siblings so I’m willing to work for them plus I worked out a deal to get all the money I’m making back at tax return when my dads back which is like 10k for us since my dad wasn’t with us this year usually we never get tax returns where my dads job pays high but they be doing their shit he’s gone n all that so I never know but I’m looking to get a new car and then move out and go 50/50 w my friend for college and I actually don’t need a high gpa to get into a college in my state since they offer it free to kids in poverty so thankful for being a little poor rn but if I go two years to a community college lock in and pass I get to go to a university my last 4 years for business and marketing IT job even if it’s 90k-110k that’s good for a freshly 21 year old in 4 years ima stay single stay in an apartment and take my money in invest it not into just stocks day trading etc but my friend went to college for welding we’re gonna get business license and run his shit on the side while I day trade with ai and run my own programs for extra income plus my IT job it’s not the most set in stone plan but I’ll have my first million by 25 or I’m going to Home Depot and buying a sturdy stoool and rope, forgot to mention I was always weird as a kid and found games more fascinating than friends so I was in the computer lab larping Roblox devving till I figured out how to code lua by 6th grade

 

[theonlytallirish]

That’s the thing I’m a early graduate I graduated in 9th and my family is in poverty I love my siblings so I’m willing to work for them plus I worked out a deal to get all the money I’m making back at tax return when my dads back which is like 10k for us since my dad wasn’t with us this year usually we never get tax returns where my dads job pays high but they be doing their shit he’s gone n all that so I never know but I’m looking to get a new car and then move out and go 50/50 w my friend for college and I actually don’t need a high gpa to get into a college in my state since they offer it free to kids in poverty so thankful for being a little poor rn but if I go two years to a community college lock in and pass I get to go to a university my last 4 years for business and marketing IT job even if it’s 90k-110k that’s good for a freshly 21 year old in 4 years ima stay single stay in an apartment and take my money in invest it not into just stocks day trading etc but my friend went to college for welding we’re gonna get business license and run his shit on the side while I day trade with ai and run my own programs for extra income plus my IT job it’s not the most set in stone plan but I’ll have my first million by 25 or I’m going to Home Depot and buying a sturdy stoool and rope, forgot to mention I was always weird as a kid and found games more fascinating than friends so I was in the computer lab larping Roblox devving till I figured out how to code lua by 6th grade

oh somewhat solid
also holy fuck how did you graduate your first year of high school what is your iq

 

[RopeAndRot]

oh somewhat solid
also holy fuck how did you graduate your first year of high school what is your iq

Well that’s the thing I was always insecure I was dumb asf because my add made me have a lower EQ but I’ve always had a higher IQ for my age range I tested 115 for the state last year when I was tryna finish up my early graduation like that’s the thing I was just arguing with another guy on .org and my brain is just so sped up to when I type or talk I slur words sound dumb but when I’m puffing that cancer stick I slow my speech down I’m more fluent no slurs and it’s like I’m on another thinking level and I’m really larping I actually have the paper for my early graduation for proof at 16 but get this I was held back in first grade because the teachers said I was socially awkward like nigga what

 

[theonlytallirish]

Well that’s the thing I was always insecure I was dumb asf because my add made me have a lower EQ but I’ve always had a higher IQ for my age range I tested 115 for the state last year when I was tryna finish up my early graduation like that’s the thing I was just arguing with another guy on .org and my brain is just so sped up to when I type or talk I slur words sound dumb but when I’m puffing that cancer stick I slow my speech down I’m more fluent no slurs and it’s like I’m on another thinking level and I’m really larping I actually have the paper for my early graduation for proof at 16 but get this I was held back in first grade because the teachers said I was socially awkward like nigga what

but how did you graduate that early

 

[RopeAndRot]

but how did you graduate that early

Oh yeah that shit was easy all you do in my state is ask for your grade assessment where they’ll give you a practice sat if you score high enough mid term you could trade it for the real sat shit was a breeze no bap but fuh bro insomnia getting to me driving to my night shift after working a morning and a night shift last night off no sleep the endorphins gonna go crazy tonight and honestly most the shit in the sat I knew from self education school is the biggest waist of time for young people they’re better off studying smt they rather do in life thankfully for me I studying everything as a kid books on top of books I scored 9th grade level in 5th for ela and social studies not science or math tho im still behind on some math n fuck science I only care about biochem honestly and some anatomy

 

[theonlytallirish]

Oh yeah that shit was easy all you do in my state is ask for your grade assessment where they’ll give you a practice sat if you score high enough mid term you could trade it for the real sat shit was a breeze no bap but fuh bro insomnia getting to me driving to my night shift after working a morning and a night shift last night off no sleep the endorphins gonna go crazy tonight and honestly most the shit in the sat I knew from self education school is the biggest waist of time for young people they’re better off studying smt they rather do in life thankfully for me I studying everything as a kid books on top of books I scored 9th grade level in 5th for ela and social studies not science or math tho im still behind on some math n fuck science I only care about biochem honestly and some anatomy

nigga

 

[RopeAndRot]

nigga

Trust bro the adhd helped with it I was always fascinated with knowledge I swear there was school nights I was up at 3am studying useless bullshit I’ll never use again for example I sat and learned how to gain knowledge instead, like lemme explain for my autistic ass brain, I see things in category’s, gym knowledge which contains my looksmaxxing knowledge BP knowledge and some extra shit like biochem I’ve been researching roids and I’m hopping in 500testE then there’s my business category that’s my math knowledge my market knowledge and overall coding knowledge, then my last category is my logic category my most valuable to me, it taught me how to read emotions and people, like no corny shit but there were times when I was a kid I’d lie on purpose to see how people would react and use that against them especially when I was in 5-8th grade when i was on some bs I’d always piss off the thugs by finding smt emotionally vulnerable to them, whether it be their white rich ass childhood or the fact the were larping having a shit lifestyle id bring the corniest shit out of them and post them making fun of them for misspelling words and acting like a gangster got so bad one point this kid pulled a fake gun on me at my apartments but it was a BB gun just had the tip painted black wasn’t the best feeling having something like that pointed at me but I will say I may be smart and that makes me a pussy I’ll go to the extreme to make fun of a lower iq person but when my life’s on the line you’re my daddy to a certain degree obv I’m not scared of most people I’m 5’11 and I was huge at the time did sports and mainly football but I tried doing wrestling until I wanted to grad early I was like 270 5’11 9th grade year now I’m 5’11 209 tryna go lean as possible