how to cope with constant suicidal thoughts?

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how to cope with constant suicidal thoughts?

literally when i wake up & look in the mirror, the first thing i think is holy fuck im so ugly i really wish i was dead

and the last thing i think about before sleeping is wanting to kill myself, every night

i dont know if i have the balls to kill myself, so how am i meant to cope?
 
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im ugly. turbomanlet. and pretty sure i have bad autism
 
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what are ur flaws aside height?
 
You can slay top tier 5'7 Asian Stacies at 5'4 bro wym?
 
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whatever you do don't tell anyone you're gonna kill yourself because you might get involuntary hospitalization for two weeks put on meds and walk out even more fucked up, just start talking to someone I know it's cliche but it helps
 
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drugs and alcohol and fast food and prostitutes and laying comfy in bed
 
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You can slay top tier 5'7 Asian Stacies at 5'4 bro wym?
yea and then she left me after i sperged so hard on her and talked about leg lengtheningsurgery. i think i really do have autism
 
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Find God

Come back when you found him
 
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Try it one time
 
Gym and hygiene max

Niche appeal max
 
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whatever you do don't tell anyone you're gonna kill yourself because you might get involuntary hospitalization for two weeks put on meds and walk out even more fucked up, just start talking to someone I know it's cliche but it helps
yh i agree society will backstab u
 
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5ft1=ugly coping pajeet turbomanlet with death tier bug eyes truecel
 
if god was real, he wouldnt be so cruel to create me.
Manlets are more likely to be atheist because they’re closer to hell. Tall people are closer to heaven
 
drugs and alcohol and fast food and prostitutes and laying comfy in bed
weed made me have some pschotic meltdown for 8 months straight i thought it killed me

and coke fucked up my eyes nerves permenantly

and my mom would think im weird drinking alcohol in my room alone

and i fast food maxx once per weekend and prostitutemaxx once per month, it helps but still suffer all other days
 
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u have high iq u can use it to build status and wealthmog these low class scum
i dont. i cant even complete an iq test cos its too hard
 
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I don't care
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I make sure everyone know what you look like and who you are 5ft1 mod

Kys abused alt maker
Imagine having this much confidence whole being a ugly 5ft1 indian
 
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weed made me have some pschotic meltdown for 8 months straight i thought it killed me

and coke fucked up my eyes nerves permenantly

and my mom would think im weird drinking alcohol in my room alone

and i fast food maxx once per weekend and prostitutemaxx once per month, it helps but still suffer all other days
just smoke low dose weed with cbd it combats it just makes it more chill
 
I make sure everyone know what you look like and who you are 5ft1 mod
Noooooo, don't expose me like that!


Shitskin with a terrible voice / accent / looks :lul:
 
just smoke low dose weed with cbd it combats it just makes it more chill
cant smoke weed anymore, it causes depersonalization derealization disorder for me. (a fate worse than hell itself) rather not talk about it
 
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Buy 1 lottery ticket every month so you can cope with winning money for surgery
 
Noooooo, don't expose me like that!


Shitskin with a terrible voice / accent / looks :lul:
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You a dravdian shitskin pajeet turbomanlet
And we even heard your voice when you larped as mumbai saviour
You sound like sri Lankan dravdian currycel
You are literally puke inducing ugly smelly greassy balding indian janitor

You get mogged so hard then you need 110s of alt to feel special
 
You a dravdian shitskin pajeet turbomanlet
And we even heard your voice when you larped as mumbai saviour
You sound like sri Lankan dravdian currycel
You are literally puke inducing ugly smelly greassy balding indian janitor

You get mogged so hard then you need 110s of alt to feel special
I wonder if you believe this shit, retarded currycel :hnghn:
 
cant smoke weed anymore, it causes depersonalization derealization disorder for me. (a fate worse than hell itself) rather not talk about it
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damn bro that sucks, weed is a good cope for now but i notice it can make me feel bad sometimes.

maybe find a new hobby or some shit, like going out in nature.
 
@justinzayn lol ugly accent and voice!
 
I wonder if you believe this shit, retarded currycel :hnghn:
Retarded 5ft1 pajeet
You ain't no white
We can smell the curry from screen
@justinzayn lol ugly accent and voice!
Ugly Canadian torrono currycel accent plus baljeet face and 5ft1 height
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Abuse curry Truecel alt maker indian mod of incel forum
 
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im ugly. turbomanlet. and pretty sure i have bad autism
You seem determined and sort of high t. Dont ever rope. Ill try to dm you sometime i have giga headache now
 
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cant smoke weed anymore, it causes depersonalization derealization disorder for me. (a fate worse than hell itself) rather not talk about it
are you sure it was good weed? not some bullshit?
 
constant suicidal thought are very brutal tbh, at this point you have to go to the doctor and hop on antidepressants, but they could cuck you with very bad side effects.

idk, firstly, stop eating junk and sweets especially, caffeine, alco and go to the gym, that will help and at least should suppress it a little bit.
 
@justinzayn ewww I heard your voice again, very ugly.
 
@justinzayn Got tired?
 

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Medications can help as well.

Read or listen to something with an interesting story to distract from negative rumination.
I tend to suffer from extremely negative thoughts/memories when I’m idle, so I try to always listen to audiobook or lecture when Vegetating or completing mundane tasks.

If the thoughts are persistent and you’re on the edge of roping, unironically check into a Ward.

People like to joke about nuthouses on .org, but a stay at a decent looney bin can be beneficial
 
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Just get some hobbies and take ssris
 
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Take your meds schizo. You're definitely bipolar, if not larp.
 
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Medications can help as well.

Read or listen to something with an interesting story to distract from negative rumination.
I tend to suffer from extremely negative thoughts/memories when I’m idle, so I try to always listen to audiobook or lecture when Vegetating or completing mundane tasks.

If the thoughts are persistent and you’re on the edge of roping, unironically check into a Ward.

People like to joke about nuthouses on .org, but a stay at a decent looney bin can be beneficial
Just run away and lock yourself in a ward theory
 
cant smoke weed anymore, it causes depersonalization derealization disorder for me. (a fate worse than hell itself) rather not talk about it
when you're high or not high?

do you ever feel detached from your body? do you hear voices?
 
are you sure it was good weed? not some bullshit?
i think the problem was i was smoking it at 15 while brain wasnt even developed yet


constant suicidal thought are very brutal tbh, at this point you have to go to the doctor and hop on antidepressants, but they could cuck you with very bad side effects.

idk, firstly, stop eating junk and sweets especially, caffeine, alco and go to the gym, that will help and at least should suppress it a little bit.
the thing is, im not even depressed. my life is just so shit and unfixable that the only way out i see is death
 

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