How to cope with loneliness?

[Jesus_ist_König]

I dont enjoy hanging out with people. I just dont. I like being alone but sometimes it gets too lonely.
Here is what I have already tried and how it went:
1. Online friends = I got attached, got panic attacks when the person didnt respond, heavily unproductive, was only texting and doing nothing
2. Tulpamancy (creating imaginary friends) = I created one, after some time external autonomous voices came and now they are scaring me and raping my life -I regret this so much.
3. Meeting someone IRL = Stressful, boring, nervous, I just didnt enjoy it at all -made the desire to be alone again come back though but on the long run i dont enjoy meeting ppl every time just cuz i feel lonely
4. Finding a hobby = Yes I did that, I was obsessed, but at the end of the day it was sad, lonely, and not that enjoyable

All those methods didnt really work. I dont know what else to do. I like being alone, but not lonely.

@yyk117 @satangoy @Jason5000 @Nodal @the exile v2

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Your mom knows about this situation right? I hope she will manage it well and your therapist will give a fuck. I wish the best

yes but my parents arent supportive about that

https://looksmax.org/threads/my-parents-are-home.2103991/

https://looksmax.org/threads/should-i-tell-my-parents-about-my-voices.2103355/

https://looksmax.org/threads/will-my-parents-put-me-into-a-clinic-if-i-tell-them.2103644/

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-fix-mental-health.2126256/

https://looksmax.org/threads/i-might-leave-this-forum.2103907/

https://looksmax.org/threads/i-want-to-tell-my-parents-a-secret-so-bad-because-its-a-burden-to-me.2103449/

https://looksmax.org/threads/what-should-i-do-now.2106219/

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Hungary (shithole)

Why do you have that name if ur not german???

 

[ThomasDeutsch]

Why do you have that name if ur not german???

There is a hungarian politician whose name is Deutsch Tamás(Thomas)