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so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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cope with the life you have not the one you think you should be having

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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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DNR try sports
 
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kash Register said:
Np maybe a study group or something idk
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tried chess in 9th grade but right now my school is being renovated and all afternoon events are nonexistent right now :lul:
 
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DNR:lul:
 
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You've summed up my life pretty much to a dot, except I started working out a few years back and now I'm seeing progress
 
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hitthebong said:
You've summed up my life pretty much to a dot, except I started working out a few years back and now I'm seeing progress
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sad to hear that g, hope things get better for you aswell
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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Eyes too tired to read allat
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
summ it up with gpt or come back later if you want to
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No but i’d just tell you to get a good car and fun car to drive / motorcycle if your friends drive bikes then drive with your friends and js have fun ig
 
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magneso821 said:
No but i’d just tell you to get a good car and fun car to drive / motorcycle if your friends drive bikes then drive with your friends and js have fun ig
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that's a really great idea actually :feelshah:, thanks :feelsgood:
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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I used to be in a similar situation a while ago, going to school, practice, then straight home. The loneliness hurts your soul.

The only recommendation/solution is to involve yourself in hobbies that involve others/get your friends to join you for hobbies you like.

If you want I could PM you and talk about anything.

Hope this helps!
 
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Stargazer said:
I used to be in a similar situation a while ago, going to school, practice, then straight home. The loneliness hurts your soul.

The only recommendation/solution is to involve yourself in hobbies that involve others/get your friends to join you for hobbies you like.

If you want I could PM you and talk about anything.

Hope this helps!
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followed you
 
iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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get into drugs you will love it once u try it
its easiest way to make decent friends
 
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elliottttt said:
get into drugs you will love it once u try it
its easiest way to make decent friends
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that's an interesting take coming from a guy who has Goatis as his avi
 
iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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You basically have to drink to socialize with people so i reccommend you start doing that.. Also nobody is gonna laugh at you for living in a small house idk where you get that from. Greetings from Denmark
 
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HardStuckLTN; said:
You basically have to drink to socialize with people so i reccommend you start doing that.. Also nobody is gonna laugh at you for living in a small house idk where you get that from. Greetings from Denmark
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meh I hate that we live in a society where you can't be happy on your own, but thanks g
 
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iblamexyz said:
cope with the life you have not the one you think you should be having

@Menas

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Bro,I don't go outside because I'm insecure about my physique
How do I gather confidence to leave this insecurity behind and start being just myself, unironically?
 
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LTNUser said:
Bro,I don't go outside because I'm insecure about my physique
How do I gather confidence to leave this insecurity behind and start being just myself, unironically?
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Either follow a spiritual root or self improvement journey

either you build yourself a better body or you follow a spiritual root and focus on a creator rather than yourself
 
iblamexyz said:
cope with the life you have not the one you think you should be having

@Menas

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dnr pick up a sport, go outside and touch grass, or start gambling
 
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dnr pick up a sport, go outside and touch grass, or start gambling
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I'm planning on going to the gym at summer, currently I'm doing basic ARDUINO electronic circuits with a kit I bought for 100$ some months ago, I guess learning never hurts :feelsautistic:
 
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I'm planning on going to the gym at summer, currently I'm doing basic ARDUINO electronic circuits with a kit I bought for 100$ some months ago, I guess learning never hurts :feelsautistic:
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right on man! the more things your passionate about, the more your personality builds.

being able to talk about and do something special to you gives life meaning:AnimeBite:
 
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My life is pretty boring too, I only have like 4 friends, my parents are dirt poor now (used to be middle class),my whole day is gym, studying, valorant, and eating. tbh you just got to accept it
 
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nolonger_human said:
My life is pretty boring too, I only have like 4 friends, my parents are dirt poor now (used to be middle class),my whole day is gym, studying, valorant, and eating. tbh you just got to accept it
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Never, I'll take control in my life when I'm confident enough. Never ldar :feelsmage:
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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Same as u. I Just fantasize all day that i kms
 
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iqletandrew73 said:
so I'm 18 now, turning 19 this year and all my life I only had friends at school (classmates mostly) or at sports (football team, etc.) so I never really had a close or best friend I can spend time randomly whenever I want to in the city. I wouldn't say I'm an introvert guy, more like an extrovert but since I never got invited to parties (I lied, I was invited to one of my old friend's birthday parties a few times when we were 8, 9, 10, and maybe 11 and did some sleepovers but that's it) I just chose to act or remain as an introvert one. This meant I spent my summer holidays alone playing story games, watching movies at night and sometimes just staring at the wall thinking what I'm doing with my life and will this cycle ever end. This phase I think began during Covid-19 and the pandemic, but even before that when school finished I just went home, did my homework, went to training if I had that day and just sleep. The only positive thing about my childhood was these years from kindergarten to elementary. Since then when I play I'm not even trying to find online friends because I know later on eventually I'll get bored and just ignore them. I tried different hobbies (3D rendering, PCB board electronics and like basic arduino circuits) but all of this were only singleplayer if I can say that. Right now I don't even have the motivation to just go out to public parties on my own because I know it'll just make me feel better for a few minutes then just disappoint me, also I'm not into drinking, cigarettes or drugs so probably this is one of the main reasons I cannot socialise easily with new people my age. My only hope is university (1.5 years from now on) to make some new friends, but I don't have too much belief in that either. My parents got also divorced when I was 7 so I only met my mother every 2 weeks for a day, and even then we were just talking about basic stuffs like how's school going and etc. My dad had to work a little bit more because of this (raising me and my sister alone) so even when he's home we just greet each other, talk about some basic stuffs and make dinner. I never had a true connection with my sister, to be honest I never had the feeling to get to know her. I probably lack mother love and have mom-complexity and also socialising skills. I can't invite people to my house also because our house is a little bit small (we're mid class, not poor though) and don't want them to laught at me for it. I can't even think of anything other than moving out later on, start rebuilding everything and take small steps. But until then, what should I do to survive these last years in loneliness? I'm thinking about going to the gym at summer to feel more positive about my body (it needs tons of work, I'm skinny with small amount of muscles) and yh that's it.
Please don't jfl at me or spam DNR in the replies, I really need advices because right now I don't see no point in living life (if I can't be beautiful, goated reference lol).
Have a great day and thanks for reading if you made it this far :feelsautistic:
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