How to deal with suicidal thoughts

[dasos]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

 

[Mtntryingtoascend]

Instead of commiting kill her friend first

 

[Sektor]

I miss my ex too dw

Jokes aside the thing that helped me the most was to be with friends even if u guys arent doing anything just having someone to call a friend will get those thoughts away

 

[Framem4xx]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

bro just forget about these whores and live life
breakup it's not that deep

 

[dasos]

Instead of commiting kill her friend first

I thought about it lol. But that would just be so short i want her to suffer more like mentaly

 

[dasos]

bro just forget about these whores and live life
breakup it's not that deep

Bro i am trying but i see her in my sleep

 

[dasos]

I miss my ex too dw

Jokes aside the thing that helped me the most was to be with friends even if u guys arent doing anything just having someone to call a friend will get those thoughts away

Im trying man i finally got brave enough and told them how i feel. I have depression for over 4 years now and its getting worse and worse so I told my two best friends how i feel

 

[delusional99]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

plentyyyy fish in the sea buddy