How to deal with suicidal thoughts

[dasos]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

 

[Mtntryingtoascend]

Instead of commiting kill her friend first

 

[Sektor]

I miss my ex too dw

Jokes aside the thing that helped me the most was to be with friends even if u guys arent doing anything just having someone to call a friend will get those thoughts away

 

[Framem4xx]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

bro just forget about these whores and live life
breakup it's not that deep

 

[dasos]

Instead of commiting kill her friend first

I thought about it lol. But that would just be so short i want her to suffer more like mentaly

 

[dasos]

bro just forget about these whores and live life
breakup it's not that deep

Bro i am trying but i see her in my sleep

 

[dasos]

I miss my ex too dw

Jokes aside the thing that helped me the most was to be with friends even if u guys arent doing anything just having someone to call a friend will get those thoughts away

Im trying man i finally got brave enough and told them how i feel. I have depression for over 4 years now and its getting worse and worse so I told my two best friends how i feel

 

[delusional99]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

plentyyyy fish in the sea buddy

 

[maad]

And how did they react? Listen, the best way to forget about your ex is to cut off everything connected to her, stop thinking about her, block her everywhere, etc. And I don't recommend finding a girl just to replace her; it will work as a painkiller, but it won't solve the problem, it will only make it worse in the long run.

 

[dasos]

plentyyyy fish in the sea buddy

But i just want that specific fish

 

[dasos]

And how did they react? Listen, the best way to forget about your ex is to cut off everything connected to her, stop thinking about her, block her everywhere, etc. And I don't recommend finding a girl just to replace her; it will work as a painkiller, but it won't solve the problem, it will only make it worse in the long run.

I cant block her i just cant do it yk. I cant even live knowing i fucked us up

 

[maad]

I cant block her i just cant do it yk. I cant even live knowing i fucked us up

She's definitely not your last girlfriend. There's a stereotype that after a breakup, guys go to the gym or try to achieve success in some other sport, but this is controversial, and as a way to get over an ex, it might not work. After all, some people find friends and girlfriends in sports and become completely immersed, while others just go to forget, like a painkiller. In any case, always stay in touch with your friends; they'll help talk you out of suicide if it comes down to it. As for completely immersing yourself in another area of your life, that's up to you.

 

[dasos]

She's definitely not your last girlfriend. There's a stereotype that after a breakup, guys go to the gym or try to achieve success in some other sport, but this is controversial, and as a way to get over an ex, it might not work. After all, some people find friends and girlfriends in sports and become completely immersed, while others just go to forget, like a painkiller. In any case, always stay in touch with your friends; they'll help talk you out of suicide if it comes down to it. As for completely immersing yourself in another area of your life, that's up to you.

Thank you very much bro. I hope you have a wonderful live man you are awesome

 

[Greyascension]

Kill yourself

 

[-BayHarbourButcher]

My girlfriend that I truly loved broke up with me a bit over a month ago. Called me at work and ended all while she was on her way to shopping with her friends. Im sure its her dumb best friend that manipulated her. She always didnt liked us beeing together from the beginning since she cant find a boyfriend. They hang out and bam from everything alright to everything awful.


Then my girl said im an awful person and that I manipulated her and stuff but I really just truly loved her and never did stuff like that.



Now I feel empty and like an awful person. All that is left is my self hate.

I have serious plans on commiting suicide and I know when how and where. Currently writing my letters. I see no way out, does anybody has advice

Youre not an awfull person you loved your girlfriend truly, you didnt ruin that, dont blame yourself youre a good person you did true things tho but not all the people is good like you.Your still probably young you will meet girls who will give you the value you deserve and love you the way you love them .You had to talk with her about her friend and your true feelings did she doesnt care? she doesnt deserve dont be sorry. You lost your girlfriend today in future it will be your mom , dad , friends...Learn to face your pain it can be hard first but not immposible

 

[maad]

Thank you very much bro. I hope you have a wonderful live man you are awesome

Thanks to you too, but I didn't even support you well, it's just that on this forum kind words are an attraction of unprecedented generosity lol