apocalypse
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wtf is wrong with me I literally constantly feel like a 90yo man on death bed
		
		
	
	
		
	
I have zero drive to improve my life. Some salient points to get out of the way.
- it's not diet because diet for productivity is a meme. John Carmack did his best work while slaying nothing but pizzas and coca cola
- I don't exercise because it is impossible so it's not an option and I'm doubtful it would work anyway
- I tried various stimulants but they inevitably backfire and drawbacks outweigh the benefits
- I am not even watching porn or jerking off currently
- I don't even watch jbs on tiktok or thots on IG or binge youtube videos and barely use this forum so it's not like my dopamine is fried from social media
I basically stare at the wall for most of the time I'm not wagecucking. How do I lift this curse that God has imposed upon me?
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
			
	I have zero drive to improve my life. Some salient points to get out of the way.
- it's not diet because diet for productivity is a meme. John Carmack did his best work while slaying nothing but pizzas and coca cola
- I don't exercise because it is impossible so it's not an option and I'm doubtful it would work anyway
- I tried various stimulants but they inevitably backfire and drawbacks outweigh the benefits
- I am not even watching porn or jerking off currently
- I don't even watch jbs on tiktok or thots on IG or binge youtube videos and barely use this forum so it's not like my dopamine is fried from social media
I basically stare at the wall for most of the time I'm not wagecucking. How do I lift this curse that God has imposed upon me?