
hyoidroper
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is it over for me? sometimes i feel like its alright, things will get good when i get lean eventually but currently I feel like killing myself because i spent the last 3 hours figuring out if i had good or bad chest genetics came to the conclusion that my chest by itself is fine maybe even good i dont know im mentally ill but my ribcage is so fucking gigantic compared to my chest (horizontally t pose from the front its quite a bit slimmer than my hips but when i stand normally it looks fine i guess)
whatever the fuck i do doesnt matter how hard I starve myself these are literally my bones, theres minimal fat on my ribs in the side view picture, i feel like ill always have that elon musk build, where my ribcage will always protrude further than my chest. also in the second picture can anybody explain to me why the fuck my upper body looks the way it does? i understand skin genetics, i grew a lot in a really quick time and gained a lot of weight that explains why my stomach looks like someone tried to kill me with a knife but the stretch marks mostly lost their color so i dont really give a fuck about them anymore but everything else looks so fucking asymmetric i suppose its some sort of scoliosis causing this, is this shit fixable? i guess its nothing to serious regarding my spines curvature i dont have back pain or smth like that
I‘m 6‘7 and around 255lbs in these pictures. yesterday i hit the gym for the first time in my life, I am fat since forever and the only thing keeping me alive currently is the fact that ive never been lean/gymmaxed in my entire life and I just want to experience it once before most probably killing myself after my mother passes.
tldr: i dont even know i expect from you guys, would be cool to get a quick assessment of my gym potential based on these pictures (if thats even possible to do idk) and if this whatever the fuck of torso asymmetry is fixable or if it evens matters if it aint causing me discomfort.
whatever the fuck i do doesnt matter how hard I starve myself these are literally my bones, theres minimal fat on my ribs in the side view picture, i feel like ill always have that elon musk build, where my ribcage will always protrude further than my chest. also in the second picture can anybody explain to me why the fuck my upper body looks the way it does? i understand skin genetics, i grew a lot in a really quick time and gained a lot of weight that explains why my stomach looks like someone tried to kill me with a knife but the stretch marks mostly lost their color so i dont really give a fuck about them anymore but everything else looks so fucking asymmetric i suppose its some sort of scoliosis causing this, is this shit fixable? i guess its nothing to serious regarding my spines curvature i dont have back pain or smth like that
I‘m 6‘7 and around 255lbs in these pictures. yesterday i hit the gym for the first time in my life, I am fat since forever and the only thing keeping me alive currently is the fact that ive never been lean/gymmaxed in my entire life and I just want to experience it once before most probably killing myself after my mother passes.
tldr: i dont even know i expect from you guys, would be cool to get a quick assessment of my gym potential based on these pictures (if thats even possible to do idk) and if this whatever the fuck of torso asymmetry is fixable or if it evens matters if it aint causing me discomfort.

