How to get rid of hatefulness when talking in group settings

[faustchan]

Havent told this to anybody irl but im assuming its common, lmk what to do. i still have a ton of friends because i understand that it's important but it gets so taxing having to pretend I enjoy the company of anybody/pretending that i dont feel nothing towards them. Honestly i dont feel anything except for violent hate towards most of the people i know and its making it hard to make more friends when all i can think about in group settings is how much i wish all of them werent so stupid and horrible. Does anybody know how to quell the hateful/violent thoughts that happen when talking to people?

 

[faustchan]

is it actually worth seeing a psychiatrist or smth because i dont want to get warded over it, and i dont want to look stupid if its a really common thing

 

[Vannx]

Havent told this to anybody irl but im assuming its common, lmk what to do. i still have a ton of friends because i understand that it's important but it gets so taxing having to pretend I enjoy the company of anybody/pretending that i dont feel nothing towards them. Honestly i dont feel anything except for violent hate towards most of the people i know and its making it hard to make more friends when all i can think about in group settings is how much i wish all of them werent so stupid and horrible. Does anybody know how to quell the hateful/violent thoughts that happen when talking to people?

twin

 

[faustchan]

twin

how do u deal with it

 

[Vannx]

how do u deal with it

not in a good way for most ppl i think i stopped talking to them until they reproached me for never taking any initiative in our relationships never calling them never proposing anything, etc and they stopped talking to me im good with it tho

 

[faustchan]

not in a good way for most ppl i think i stopped talking to them until they reproached me for never taking any initiative in our relationships never calling them never proposing anything, etc and they stopped talking to me im good with it tho

did u ever figure out what the problem was because i want to maintain relationships for social benefits but being around other people makes me want to kill them do u know the root of ur issue

 

[Vannx]

did u ever figure out what the problem was because i want to maintain relationships for social benefits but being around other people makes me want to kill them do u know the root of ur issue

i think they were just not like me or at low pourcentage i think u if find ppl that look like u it will be easy to maintain the relationships is that what u were asking for ?