How to not rope atp

[LegoBatman]

In short I can't relate to be depressed to why I don't look like a supermodel like some of the people in here
But since I found out about the topic I found out that I fucked myself hard -> Had a custom made device for forward growth to fix recession and didn't use it more than 5 minutes + didn't eat at all which made me 5'8 while my parents (6'0 and 5'8)

How can you cope? we all know looks are important but knowing that a simple conversation with my younger self which shouldv'e probably been made by my dad that literally just tell me to put that device for proper facial development and start to eat would change me to a whole different person.

device - proper maxillary development, better mandible, not look recessed(most important), not have forward head posture and actually sleep well.
eat more - would of made me at least 5'11 , better frame

current - forward head posture, recessed chin and 5'8 framcel
could of been(with 5 min of talking) - 5'11-6'2, better frame, above average face

literally two different people how can I not rope with this info at 19?

 

[Uncanny truevamp]

In short I can't relate to be depressed to why I don't look like a supermodel like some of the people in here
But since I found out about the topic I found out that I fucked myself hard -> Had a custom made device for forward growth to fix recession and didn't use it more than 5 minutes + didn't eat at all which made me 5'8 while my parents (6'0 and 5'8)

How can you cope? we all know looks are important but knowing that a simple conversation with my younger self which shouldv'e probably been made by my dad that literally just tell me to put that device for proper facial development and start to eat would change me to a whole different person.

device - proper maxillary development, better mandible, not look recessed(most important), not have forward head posture and actually sleep well.
eat more - would of made me at least 5'11 , better frame

current - forward head posture, recessed chin and 5'8 framcel
could of been(with 5 min of talking) - 5'11-6'2, better frame, above average face

literally two different people how can I not rope with this info at 19?

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