yes31
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might be water, but I hate being an animalistic creature. I would genuinely do anything for female affection, including jesting, as my actions show. I jest to any female friend I come close to if I find them attractive. I am acting on instinct my animalistic body is moving without me willing it to. It's weird I go into sort of a high when this happens.
Being an animalistic being fucking sucks because I know I am a genetic failure and unlovable but my hormones still run rampant and I physically cant stop myself from trying to "fall in love" with every foid i think i have a shot with.
like theres this girl who i know for a fact is a d1 whore and has had like 10 boyfriends but i still fein over her because she is attractive. It feels like my body is acting independently of my conscious intentions, like I recognize an impulse before I decide what I want. I am UNABLE to act on my will.
theres a strong conflict between craving affection and disliking that i want affection so intensely but i know its simply how human beings and all biological beings.
Does anyone else relate, or is this just a skizo low test ranting?
Being an animalistic being fucking sucks because I know I am a genetic failure and unlovable but my hormones still run rampant and I physically cant stop myself from trying to "fall in love" with every foid i think i have a shot with.
like theres this girl who i know for a fact is a d1 whore and has had like 10 boyfriends but i still fein over her because she is attractive. It feels like my body is acting independently of my conscious intentions, like I recognize an impulse before I decide what I want. I am UNABLE to act on my will.
theres a strong conflict between craving affection and disliking that i want affection so intensely but i know its simply how human beings and all biological beings.
Does anyone else relate, or is this just a skizo low test ranting?
